I didn't know what to think or feel anymore. My body felt numb to the scratchy irritation of the ropes securing my body in place. My mind was endlessly whirling around as if my emotions were it's own rollercoaster but now it's come to a stop and I'm left still on the ground, empty.
A question I was asked not even 24 hours ago lingered in my head and I still couldn't find myself to pick an answer. Do I succumb to one and regret over the other? I don't think there is a good choice in this dilemma.
I wanted, I needed my family. Seeing them for the first time in flesh and bone since all of this time awakened a new determination in me to be with them once again. But how? How am I suppose to save them and be free with them when I'm tied up like a dog left to sit here hopelessly. My nose starts to stuff up as my eyes start to water and tears roll down my cheeks burning in their trails. The taste of the salty liquid made me cry out even more.
I can't be weak. I have to be strong. I have to be strong for Grey, for mom, for dad, and even for Ronan.
Ronan.
That man could make any girl fall weak to her knees at the pure sight of him. His mysterious aroma luring in the any girl to fall into his helpless trap. His strong physique would have any girl captivated. His bulging muscles that would always seem to rip out of his shirts would have any person belonging to the female specie drooling in satisfaction and lust.
Then there's his eyes. They were above all the most peculiar thing about him. His body could hold an alienated structure that could have anyone running to the hills or bow down involuntarily in submission but his eyes. From a far they held nothing but a deep blue abyss until you got just close enough were your noses are mere inches apart and your breathes mingle into one. Only then can you see beyond the darkness he builds up and see past those cold blooded walls to catch a glimpse into his past, and further ahead you can notice his flaws and his deepest and darkest secrets and the feelings he longs to avoid and hide.
I almost didn't hear the faint sound of the door in front of me scrapping against the hard ground until footsteps were nearing me and a blurry silhouette came into view.
"So Miabella, what's it going to be?" A familiar voice asks.
I look up into the dark pit of evil eyes that seem to sparkle with a sickened sinister joy. My face was frozen still my eyes never faulting as they bored disgustedly into hers. She seems to find amusement in my reaction as her smile beams and shows her perfectly straight pearly whites. She giggles a bit awaiting for my answer in anticipation. I let out a soft sigh I didn't know what to say.
"I-I ca-an't" I roughly whisper while lowering my head in defeat.
"We'll see about that" Vivian states as I forcefully raise my head up to give her a look of confusion. I tilt my head to the side while my eyebrows raise in questioning.
"What do you m-"
Before I could even finish my sentence Vivian magically cut me off as my lips moved without anything coming out from it. I noticed from the corner of my eyes that I could see her raising her hands towards my head as black smoke swirled around them and came closer towards my head. The black smoke moved throughly through the air around me surrounding my body.
All of a sudden I'm hit full force as the black smoke attacks my body and soaks through my skin to run through my veins. I let out a raspy gasp as my eyes instantly feel as if they are rolling to the back of my head leaving my eye sockets to be seen as completely white. A rush of a burning sensation inflicts my skin as if it was on fire. My blood boiled and my heart beat was impossibly fast. The torture in side my head makes my brain feel as if it's about to pound right out of my head. My skull felt as if it was about to explode. The pain was excruciating. My head furiously pounding making me cry out in agonizing pain, my body thrashing around uncontrollably.
Then it all stopped.
I let out a sigh but realize that my lips didn't move. I tried closing my eyes but they stayed open. I tried moving my head side to side but it stayed still. I tried moving the rest of my body but it laid limb. What the hell?
I then felt a push in my head as if something was trying to come forward. I could feel the moving of my fingers but it wasn't through my command, no it was something else. The pushing in my head only increased making me wince in pain but my body didn't flinch only my inner conscious did. What is going on?
"Hello my old friend" Vivian says to me. Huh? Involuntarily my head bows down to her in submission I try to fight against it but I realize I've lost all control of my body.
"My Queen" a voice says and it's only when I see Vivian's smile widen in success that I recognize the voice as my own. Internally my body is flailing around trying to get out of this mess but on the outside my body doesn't even flinch.
"Now Aleks will you complete the task that I've asked this human who's body you have greatly come in command of?" Vivian asks mischievously while fiddling with her fingers in excitement. Her eyes sparkle with an undying emotion filled with destruction.
Then words I didn't know I had flowed through my lips making me try to fight more against this parasite inside my head controlling me.
"Yes, I'll do it. I'll kill Ronan Pierre." Aleks says through my voice.
"Perfect" Vivian cheers while rapidly clapping her hands together.
She walks around me to untie my body from the ropes enslaving me. The ropes fall to the ground in a muted thud and my body rises from the chair.
"Now go! But remember you are in this human's form and you must act as if she would" she warns Aleks while I nod my head.
Inside my head I'm left watching as my body moves towards the door and out into the hall searching for a face that I would be enthused to see but in this moment I just want to cower away and stab myself to rid of what this Aleks wants to do while being in control of my body.
As I round a corner I bump into a wall. I can't feel the physical pain of the impact all I can do is witness the mess that's about to unfold.
I step back from the wall only to see those beautiful blue eyes staring back at me in awe and relief. My heart falls from my chest as I hear his voice.
"Piccolo uccello."
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A/N
Sorry I've been having writers block and I've been completely exhausted from soccer practices man it's too hot to be running around for 3 hours ughh.
But hey here's an update! :)
Still debating on whether or not to have an epilogue or sequel still hmm.......
Well anyway don't forget to vote!
Until next time xx
-Cam
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A Pureblood slave
VampireCold and numb, that's the only thing I've felt for the past 3 months. There's around 10 other humans here excluding myself and new ones come everyday. No one knows exactly where we are, all we know is that our worst nightmares are about to come true...