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21/Ch. 16

"And then I was like,'Bitch. I do not like...' What was that?"

"What was what?"

-Rakim moved and we barely see each other now. Our nightly routine is to video chat each other. -

"That beep."

"My phone."

"Put it up to the screen. I wanna see."

"No. For what?"

I've never completely trusted Rakim. He's a ladies' man, and with all the hoes and beautiful girls wanting him, I get insecure.

"Because I wanna see."

"You don't trust me?"

"I didn't say that."

"Then why do you wanna see it?"

"Why are you hiding it?"

"Man, I don't got time to be arguing. If you don't trust me then why are we together?"

"What the fuck are you talking about? You're overreacting over 1 damn notification!"

"Nah. YOU overreacting!"

"Just let me see the damn message or WHATEVER it is!"

"I don't got time for this shit!"

His hand was about to end the call.

"Are you this fucking serious? Fuck you. Fuck all this shit! I don't give a damn about this shit anymore. You a lying ass, cheating ass, punk ass bitch!"

"Hell nah! What I lie about? You got proof that I cheated? I'm not punking out of shit! if it's not meant to be, then fuck it!"

He hung up and I'm not in the mood to call back. Am I supposed to be a little duckling following him? Think AGAIN.

2 hours passed and he got back to me.

"You still mad?"

"A little."

"I'll visit you this weekend, but I'm sorry for blowing up at you earlier."

"Forget it."

To this day, I still think he was messing around.
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Brandon is picking us up from the airport.

"W'Sup, Elle."

"Hey, B."

I'm in the back seat and Rakim is in the passenger seat.

"What's been up, B?"

"I got some new bad bitches. Faith keeps trynna get at you, tho."

Faith?

Rakim:"Fuck them hoes. They ain't shit."

"Hold on! Who's Faith?"

They both either answered 'nobody' or didn't answer at all..you should know who said what.

"I asked a fucking question!"

"Baby, calm down. She's nobody."

"She's somebody because she was mentioned! Who the fu--"

"ELLE! JUST SHUT THE HELL UP!"

"You got nerve. Take me to Nikki's house, B."

"Nah. She coming back to my place. If she want a ride elsewhere, she'd find one."

I was quiet the rest of the way.
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"Who is she?"

"Don't start this shit, Cherelle."

"Let me read through your phone."

"Here. Find whatever you looking the fuck for."

I went through everything.

Does he talk to hoes? Hell yes, but all the conversation stopped when he said that he wasn't going to cheat on me...except one person. Analija.

Analija has been Rakim's best friend since high school when he moved away. He didn't tell me that they still talk. He's been telling her all our business.

"Why are you talking to 'Lija?"

"Chill out. She's my friend."

"If she's your friend, go to her place. Don't expect shit from me."

"Hahahaha. Are you serious right now?"

"Damn right."

He backed me up against the wall and growled into my ear,"You telling me to leave my place?"

His lips started to touch my ear and I felt his breath with each word,"You trynna tell me what to do?"

As much as I'm getting turned on right now, I had to stand my ground.

"Get the fuck outta my ear."

He kept his position, but started to pin my arms above my head.

"You sure you wanna act like that?"

He started to suck on my neck while pushing his torso into my waist.

"Ra-Rakim." I tried to free my wrists, but he kept them tightly under his control.

"What?"

"Take us to the bedroom." That's all I could think to say.

He picked me up and walked us to the back.

He towered over me on the bed while inbetween my legs.

I didn't want to stop kissing him. Every thought I had no longer existed anymore. Fuck love, I started to lust more each second. You'd think the males are more hormonal...you just don't know me and my thoughts.

I started to roll his t-shirt up. He had to momentarily break our lips contact so we both can take off our shirts.

Buzzzzzzzz!

I ignored it because I really want him right now!

We flipped over so that I was on top.

Buzzzzz!

I started to kiss from his neck down his happy trail.

Buzzzzzzzzz!

I started to unbutton his pants while making seductive eye contact with him.

Buzzzzzzzzzzz!!

Each time, it felt like the noise got louder and longer. I picked up his phone that was in the pillows and saw 'Faith' on it.


On the Phone:

"Hello?"

"Hey, Rakim Baby. Did you not enjoy last night? I thought you did the way you kept coming back for more."

I looked over to Rakim. His ass looked confused and somewhat knowing of who I was talking to.

"Bitch, you can have his shameful ass! I should whoop YO ass, too! But fuck that, thanks for showing me who can I trust."

I hung up his phone and grabbed my shirt.

"Where you going?"

"If you don't wanna catch hits right now, don't talk to me! YOU'RE A LYING ASS HOE!"

He refrained himself from any comebacks. I left the apartment and walked out to a telephone booth. I stayed in there, but called Nikki to pick me up from my cell phone.

From Rakim😒:
That bitch is nothing! We were broken up then, anyway.

To Rakim😒:
STMFU!! You didn't tell me who she is in the car. You didn't tell me what you did on the plane. You didn't stopped talking to hoes before! Fuck yo hoe ass. I love you, but this drama ain't for me. Love hurts and you nearly KILLED me.

From Rakim😒:
Before you left, you said to fuck anyone I wanted to

To Rakim😒:
I never knew your ass was THIS dumb and naïve.

From Rakim😒:
Come back, plz. It won't happen again

Nikki pulled up.

"Hey, can you drop me off at Whyte Diamondz?