Unbreaking His Heart

8 years ago.

Na-love at first sight yung kapatid ko sa lalaking nagngangalang Trevor Mejares. At that time I don’t really understand what she sees on that guy. He looks like an arrogant jerk. Okay, I get it. Yun daw talaga ang uso eh. Typical girls go crazy over the jerks. Whatever.

7 years ago.

Ate Jillan’s crush on him didn’t disappear. I guess mas lumala nga eh. She even wants me to talk to him now to tell him how she adores him. Just how ridiculous she sounds right? As for me? Even if we’re stranded on an elevator or something, I wouldn’t speak to him. No. Just no thank you.

6 years ago.

Mahal na mahal ko kasi yung kapatid ko. Tipong kaya kong isugal yung nararamdaman ko para lang mapasaya siya. Alam niyo kung bakit? Kasi kahit siya yung paborito ng mga magulang namin hindi niya ako iniiwan. Siya lang ang may favorite sakin. Siya yung bestfriend ko. And that’s why I’ve decided to do her a little favor. I did talk to Trevor Mejares, and you know what sucks? He didn’t prove me wrong about my calculations on him.

5 years ago.

I don't know what happened. I guess I'm in the mood of making crazy decisions. We became sort of like siblings. Me and Trevor. Yup. Like seriously. I introduced the prick to my sister and then BAM! They’ve become inseparable.

4 years ago.

I stepped out of the picture. Ate Jillan and Trevor is now a couple. Bagay na bagay sila. And I’m happy for them. Then dad just sort of save me from the bullshit I’ve been living and decided to take me with him in the States, and so I did go with him. Nagpunta akong New York para dun tapusin yung pag-aaral ko. And I feel like shit leaving the two behind but I know they would be fine without me.

3 years ago.

Sobrang lukot. And when I say ‘sobra’ it literally means ‘nakakamatay na lungkot’. Alam niyo yung isang taong adjustment? New faces, new places, it’s like you don’t even know if you’ll survive or you’ll die because of depression. Wala yung mga taong makapagpapasaya sayo. Sobrang hirap kasi gusto mo silang makita pero ilang libong milya ang layo nila. Gusto mo silang tawagan pero hindi mo magawa kasi wala kang oras. Gusto mong marinig yung boses nila pero lagi nalang napuputol yung tawag. Kung hindi nawalan ng load, nawalan naman ng signal. Ang sarap lang mag-suicide.

2 years ago.

Everything just fucked itself up. I don’t know who actually screw things up but it’s definitely not me. It’s either Trevor or ate Jillan. All I know is that nothing is ever the same. They broke up. No one talked about what happened or how it is possible for the people who is so inlove with each other to just split up. Umuwi ako ng bansa. Trevor and I met again. Siguro ang iisang bagay lang na hindi nagbago ay yung relasyon naming ni Trevor. He still opens up to me. Still talk to me in the way he talked years ago. That’s why I did stay on his side. Because to tell you the truth, I’ve never seen someone so broken yet could still smile like things was still on their right places.

A year ago.

Umasa kami. Such a cruel word. Hoped. Akala ko magkakabalikan sila. Akala ko pwede pang mabuo yung nasira. Akala ko kaya kong gawin ang lahat para sa kanila..pero may limit din pala. Lalo na kapag sobrang sakit na. Trevor fucked up. Isang taon na pagrerebelde. Isang taon ng pagmu-move on sa pamamagitan ng pagpapaka-gago. Nakakainis na nakakaiyak siyang makitang parang tanga. At ako dito…walang man lang magawa.

The Present.

I fucked up by falling in love with Trevor Mejares. The same guy who ate Jillan loved. The same guy who’s still in love with my sister. The same guy I thought I will never have fallen in love with.

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Author's Note: . Votes and comments will always be appreciated. =D Sorry, new story nanaman.