A Blank Sheet Of Paper

Dos: "WHAT"

WHAT HAPPENED

"Then tell me, What really happened" I blurted out of nowhere.

Nagtinginan silang apat, confused look. Siguro nasa isip nila sino ang magsasabi at paano sasabihin. I waited for an answer while looking at their uncertain expressions.

"Could you please elevate my head board, I'm a bit sore." Sabi ko dahil mejo masakit na yung likod ko sa pagkadiretso ng katawan ko.

Promptly, the man slowly lift the head board and even ask if nahihilo ako at comfortable na daw ba ang position ko.

After that, they get their chairs and sit at my right side as if we're having a meeting. The tension rises as time pass by. No one dare to start the conversation, parang everyone is waiting for my reaction.

Suddenly the doctor entered the room and asked them to talk personally. So I end up alone in the room. But before they leave the room, inopen nila yung tv and give me the remote for me not to get bored. I browse the channels, not interested on the shows.

I slowly tried to lift my body to sitting position kahit ang bigat bigat pa ng pakiramdam ko. Sa wakas, nakaupo ako mejo dizzy lang kaya I stayed in that position muna.

Nung mejo nawala wala na yung dizziness ko. Sinubukan kong tumayo since wala naman na akong dextrose at catheter. Ewan ko kelan nila inalis yun. Nagugutom ako kaya nagtry na din ako tumayo para makahanap ng food. I felt my knees to wobble a bit but kaya naman coz I was able to hold naman sa railings.

"Shooot! My head hurts!" Bukod sa pagsakit ng ulo ko parang umiikot pa yung paligid ko. Huminga ako ng malalim to calm myself. Pero hindi pa din siya nawala at parang dumidilim na ang paningin ko.

Last thing I know bumigay na yung tuhod ko at bumagsak ako dahil nag black out na yung paligid ko. At the same time I heard the door opens and someone shouted. Good thing may nakasalo sa akin bago tumama sa floor.