"Flight FG567 bound to Florida will depart in a few minutes. Passengers are advised to enter the plane now." Sabi nun stewardess.
This is it! Nasa loob na kami ng plane and waiting na lang lumipad.
Kasabay ng paglipad ng plane namin, lumipad din ang utak ko kung saan ang naging dahilan ng pag-alis namin.
**flashback**
The doctor entered the room with the result of my laboratories. He tried explaining my condition with those medical terms I never heard of.
"Could you elaborate it further. Hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi mo doc." Iritable na sabi ni Papa
"She still have the inflammation on her brain that's what hindering her memory recall. Usually the transient global amnesia may resolve within 24 hours but it's been days even weeks pero hindi pa din siya nakakarecover." Giit na sabi ng doctor
"What does it mean doc? Complete naman and medications niya, she's under your care bakit ganito ang result pa din?" Galit na sabi ni tita
"Calm down everybody. What will be the best thimg to do doc?" Mama calmly said.
"Doc how did it happened? Paano na doc? What will we do, ano na ang kailangan namin gawin doc?" I said. I was afraid knowing that I'm not really fine.
"I guess we need to consult another specialist. Let's go to States. I know someone who has expertise on this field. Doc could you help us get recommendations or referral and the laboratory tests thay she underwent. May I have it all. I will process our papers so we can fly as early as the papers are released." Sabi ni tito
**back to reality**
I was afraid, hearing those words na hindi nakatulong yung medications on my recovery. How will I live knowing that my memory loss would probably be permanent. I thought after a dew days I will regain my memory back like what my doctor told me.
False hopes. Masakit sa pakiramdam isipin na mabuhay ng hindi mo lubos na kakilala ang sarili mo. Yung pagkatao mo ay pinagkait sa'yo at walang kasiguraduhan kung kelan to babalik.
"Ohh God, Why me?" I frustratedly said.
Hay too much thinking. I'll probably be resting na lang dahil mahaba-haba pa ang byahe.
BINABASA MO ANG
A Blank Sheet Of Paper
De TodoQuestions everywhere. Where.?: Where am I? What?: What happened? Who?: Who am I? When?: When did it happen? How: How did it happen? Why?: Why me? I guess I don't know anything but I feel I know everything. Those crazy nights that haunts me and thos...
