It was silent throughout our walks to wherever we were heading to. After what had happened, he quickly turned around and completely ignored what I had said and started walking. It was as if nothing even happened.
The walls are painted in dark grey but wall decorations are hung up, it was elegant but it was gloomy. Dark. I so wanted to cry but I couldn't. It's time for me to put my walls up. Walls that would now protect me. Protect from him.
I was too caught up in my thoughts that I didn't even notice that he had stopped. In front of us was a large door that could only be classified as the Alpha's office. He opened it and I followed slowly behind him. As we were walking I looked around. The room had a huge bookshelf that is filled with books. It was a big room but it only contained his desk, a bookshelf, and 3 chairs. The walls painted in burgundy.
"Hhmm" I mumbled to myself as I observed his room. He now sat on his chair looking at me with those eyes. Eyes that I would've fallen for. I watched as he motioned me to sit. This room really did suit his personality. Dark.
I looked at him, tucking a small strand of hair behind my ears as I waited for him to say anything. It was silent for a while and I looked down on my lap, playing with my fingers. I heard him mumble something under his breath. I forced myself to look at him again and found him staring at me intently.
"Since I don't know what to do to you, you will become a maid in this house," he paused as he closed his eyes, "I can't let you go." I held my breath as he said those 5 words. My hopes of him accepting me heightened up. My eyes going wide. But if he did actually want me, I could never possibly forgive him for what he's done.
"Don't be thinking that I want you or need you. It's my wolf who needs you. If you die, I die. So for now, you will work as a maid in this house." As he finished talking, a stab in my heart occurred.The feeling of rejection. It's his wolf who needs me. Not him. The human side would never want me. My already stiff posture stiffened more as I let him continue.
"You will start working tomorrow. A new room would be shown to you by another maid and," he paused and I turned to look at him waiting for him to continue,"if you ever tell anyone about us being mates, you will suffer" I didn't dare look at him after he has said that. Words that cut me through me so deeply that it had started aching ever so slightly. My breaths coming out heavier than usual. I held onto the handles of the chair as I steady my breathings. He didn't seem to care at all. If I had somehow had a heart attack I'm sure he would just watch me die slowly. That's what hurts most.
"Okay. But just one condition" I said, looking at him again, his face is expressionless but curiosity held behind his eyes as he awaits for me to finish my suggestion.
"Just one question I want you to answer. One question I want you to answer me truthfully." I closed my eyes and sighed, "Why don't you want me?"
Dead silence.
I heard him stand up from his chair and walked towards the door. Turned my direction to him as I watch him walk. He has a body of Greek God. A face of one too but the way his heart are so cruel, so cruel that he wouldn't even think twice of killing anyone.
He stopped walking, and I swear I could've heard my heart drop as he said those words. Those words that held so much distaste and coldness to it. The way he said those words like there wasn't anything or anyone that could or would change his mind.
"I don't want you and never will I ever want you." He then proceeded to walk his way out of his office, leaving me with a shattered heart that I don't even know if I'd able to pick those pieces up ever. A sob escaping my lips as it was too painful for me to proceed those words.
He doesn't want me. He never will.
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