His Second Bride Her Second Love

Chapter 29

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I thought and thought whole day about my new found brother.It was difficult to stop the tears, it felt like all I did my entire life was cry, cry for any reason possible.I wanted someone to talk or to hold me and tell me everything would be okay but I was alone.I don't want to bother Kate, she has her own life which doesn't revolve around me, I can't always include her in my problems.

I was really missing Mr Stone, I don't know why but I wanted him near me.I don't even want to tell him my problem, I just want him to stay beside me.It is my old habit not to tell my inner feelings but that didn't meant that I wanted to be alone.

It was nine at night and I knew Mr Stone would call anytime, but I don't think I will be able to talk to him without crying and I don't want him to see me so weak and think of me as a crybaby.

My phone started ringing and Mr Stone's name flashed on the screen making my heart beat rapidly.Just the sight of his name made my stomach feel bubbly.I don't know for how long I looked at it but suddenly the screen went black signaling the end of the call.

I closed my eyes and imagined my life  with my brother, both helping each other and he listening to all my problems, giving me advice.I imagined Mr Stone walking with me along with the green grasslands with beautiful flowers, we both looking very happy with each other.This gave birth to another tear within me.

Can my life be happy?

My phone started ringing but this time I didn't stare at it, I cut the call.His name flashing was making me very emotional, it was reminding me that he is far away and could not be with me.

As I expected the phone rang two more times continuously and then stopped.I relaxed on the bed and tried to control the falling tears but all the effort was just a waste of the time.My phone beeped, I looked at it and saw Mr Stone messaged me.More tears began to fall, why is he like that? The way he is continuously trying to reach to me makes me like him more and miss him more.Why can't he just give up and do his own work so that I won't feel bad for ignoring me.

I opened the message.

Are you OK? He wrote.

My fingers were shaking when I was replying him.

Yes.I am fine.

His reply was instant.

Then why are you not picking up my call?

I don't know what to say to him, I wanted to say the truth but I don't wanted also, I was very confused.

There are many people around me so I won't be able to talk.

I answered.It was easy to message than to talk, through message he cannot know about my state.And also if I hear a single word from his mouth, I might just burst my emotional bubble and get exposed to him fully.

Are you really OK? I am having a  weird feeling that something is wrong.

I re-read the message three times.How can he feel that something is wrong with me? He is so far from me and yet he feels that I might not be fine.Is there some connection that we both  feel that makes us understand each other feelings even when we are away from each other?