message // sidemen + minizerk ff

p [7.19]

[ REAL LIFE CHAPTER !! ]

-//-

• z: are you sure that's your address?
• z: are you home
• z: simon I'm scared to leave

• si: it'll be okay, i promise

• z: what do I wear omg

• si: that's not my decision

• z: but you're the one who's going to see me

• si: all the more reason why it's not up to me
• si: i'm not going to judge how you look

• z: how the fuck are we meeting after knowing each other for like a month

• si: we just clicked

• z: so much happened in a month

• si: true, yesterday was our one month anniversary
• si: maybe we should celebrate ;)

• z: with what

• si: idk, you'll see

• z: we aren't going to do anything intimate ok

• si: i wasn't planning that

• z: simoonnnn what do I wear

• si: something cute

• z: but what I think is cute will get me looks from the public

• si: but their opinion doesn't matter

• z: but it does to me

• si: if you're happy why does what someone else's private thoughts matter

• z: you're right
• z: but I'm not that confident yet

• si: well, i'm going to tidy up
• si: but i'm home yes

• z: okay... text you when I'm on the train

• si: stay safe boo <3

--

I set my phone down, sighing as I stared at all of the clothes strewn across my floor.

I'm not sure why I was worried about what I would wear to go see Simon.

It's not like what I wear would affect him in any way. It's not like what color shirt I choose would make him happier or sad or change his view of me.

Or I hope it doesn't.

I slid off of my bed, wrinkling and pulling the blankets off as I moved away. It was almost noon and I was supposed to meet Simon at half past twelve.