message // sidemen + minizerk ff

s [ 7.30 ]

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• simon: things going okay? haven't spoken to you guys in a while

• Tobi: Just fine! Got released yesterday and forgot to let you all know.

• simon: ahhh tobi! i'm so happy you're okay

• Z: I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you all the time, tobi

• Tobi: It's not your fault, buddy. Accidents happen and I was severely overreacting that day...

• Z: you could've died.

• Tobi: But I didn't! I'm fine now. :)

• JJ: TOBI

• Tobi: JJ

• JJ: ARE YOU FEELING BETTER

• Tobi: Just fine! I'm feeling little sharp pains in my side every so often, but I told the doctors I would be fine.

• Z: it's not anything serious right? the pains

• Tobi: Probably not. It's just the after effects of being smashed with a car, you know? I'll recover soon

• Z: I wanna come visit you soon okay

• Tobi: Drop by any time

• simon: i'm glad you're okay

• JJ: ^^

• Tobi: You guys are amazing. I love you all so so much.
• Tobi: Speaking of which, where's Ethan?

• simon: who knows

• Z: he was so fucking upset the days following your accident. so rude. can't imagine him wanting to talk to us after that.

• Tobi: Yeah, heard he was a little moody. He visited me nearly everyday which gives me mad respects for the guy, but I don't know.

• simon: he was v rude to my bby.

• Z: don't call me that si

• simon: why not, you're my baby

• Z: message me privately

• JJ: Ooooh something about to go down? ;)))

• Tobi: I'll talk to you guys later and let you sort this out... I'm gonna go rest up :) bye guys!

• JJ: Bye tobiii

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• z: si I don't know how I feel anymore

• si: what do you mean

• z: like I don't know I feel about myself, about you, about us

• si: i'm not following

• z: I don't know how I'm taking this. do I love it? do I hate it?

• si: that's your decision mate not mine

• z: but we just met?? or it's felt like that. I don't even know who you really are or about your background but I just don't know simon

• si: all we've been through

• z: not much. it's not much. and honestly, what even are we. we kissed and now we're in love?

• si: i never said we were anything

• z: exactly. I need to know simon

• si: we kissed.

• z: okay

• si: what does that mean?

• z: I don't know. are we dating? are we in love? are we together?

• si: i don't know. my mind is all over the place honestly

• z: same

• si: i think you're an amazing person.

• z: I think you are too

• si: all the more reason to decide whether or not we're a thing

• z: no

• si: no?

• z: do you want the honest truth

• si: of course

• z: simon,
• z: my dearest si,
• z: you've taken me through so much
• z: and to be quite frank
• z: I wouldn't mind being with you

• si: z

• z: but I don't know if that's what I really want. but you're so goddamn perfect to me and I just don't know.

• si: do you wanna test it out?

• z: we could.

• si: we will. as of today, you're mine and i yours.

• z: okay
• z: simon?

• si: yes love

• z: I just wanted to let you know,
• z: I
• z: I think you're so goddamn pretty,
• z: and that I think I like you.
• z: I think
• z: and not just like you,
• z: I'm serious, simon.

• si: for fucks sake, you're amazing.

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[ apologies for it being short :// don't know what to do after tbh

did anyone get excited over the vlog simon uploaded of him going to southampton and there was a veRY LONG CLIP OF HIM DRIVING IN GLASSES

I GOT SO HAPPY

also school sucks haha thought I'd put it out there :) ]