message // sidemen + minizerk ff

x [9.4]

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• si: hi happy birthday.
• si: yeah i remembered.

• z: thank you
• z: as much as I appreciate it,
• z: it's not what I wanted from you.

• si: what do you want then z

• z: you.

• si: z, you know you can't say that

• z: oh don't worry I realized that days ago simon
• z: a poor man can dream of wealth
• z: but he never gets it does he

• si: i'm sorry.

• z: I just like having my hopes up you know
• z: and all you have to say is I'm sorry?

• si: i don't want to talk about this
• si: not today
• si: not on your birthday

• z: see that's the thing
• z: I shouldn't be waking up to a text from you
• z: I should be waking up next to you
• z: I now understand why it stings to send things through message rather than verbally. it stings a little. all meaning is lost

• si: fine, i'll come over in a minute, z.
• si: listen
• si: i'm not mad okay? i'm not angry or sad or anything i'm still your simon that you met in june.

• z: are you really?

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• Tobi: Damn, what did I miss?
• Tobi: Vik was here?

• Eth: apparently I missed it too :((

• JJ: Yeah, you can see what happened. I'm so worried man

• Eth: I think we all are bro

• JJ: Ok but I feel obelgated to feel even worse
• JJ: I spelt that wrong what
• JJ: What's the right way

• Eth: obligated

• JJ: Cheers

• Tobi: I don't see why, JJ. You haven't done anything that would affect something

• JJ: You don't know me Tobi, not well enough bruh

• Tobi: I guess I don't. Z and Simon are really the only reason why we met

• Eth: they're the reason why ANY of us met ffs

• JJ: They don't even talk to us in here anymore

• Tobi: Z hasn't texted me in a while either. Sometimes I'll ask if they wanna grab lunch but I never get a response. They never talk to me... Even after the birthday message I sent today.
• Tobi: Nothing!
• Tobi: I hope they're okay.