message // sidemen + minizerk ff

t [ 8.3 ]

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• JJ: Do you think people who kill themselves really want to

• Z: wtf

• JJ: Like do you think that they really really wanna. Someone's gotta love them enough to make them not want to right?

• simon: no. it's not always like that my ami :(

• JJ: ??

• Z: it's french. simon speaks a little french. it means friend

• JJ: Okay but what do you mean it's not always like that. Surely someone out there loves them like doesn't everyone have a soulmate?

• Z: debatable topic

• JJ: Doesn't everyone have someone they're supposed to idkkk marry or some shit like that

• Tobi: I believe so. Others may think differently but I believe heavily in love and soul mates. What made you think of suicidal people anyways, Jide?

• JJ: Someone really really special to me killed herself last night. I just wanted to know if they really want to .......... do that kind of stuff to theirselves

• simon: oh jide i'm so sorry

• Z: how much did you love her?

• JJ: Enough to consider her my soulmate. :((

• Eth: I'd rather not talk about this.......

• simon: oh hello ethan

• JJ: pūsśÿbøÿ

• Eth: srsly jj?? I came to apologise ffs.

• JJ: Let's hear it

• Eth: I know I'm a big asshole okay. I know that an apology won't fix everything.

• Z: obviously
• Z: you were so fucking rude. think you can waltz in here and just apologise?

• Eth: oh z, I expect one from you actually. you said foul things back instead of dealing with the issue like a civilized human.

• Z: not apologising until I consider yours as acceptable

• Eth: hearing news that your friend only has about two years to live is fucking sad ok. I know I overreacted and I know this. I was so upset and tobi left the flat without letting me know so we could walk back together and idk it's so hard hearing news like that and seeing your friend being surrounded by a crowd of people. I didn't even know what was happening until I asked someone

• Tobi: Thank you, Ethan, for being there for me. You didn't have to visit everyday you know.

• Eth: but I did and idk I just I'm sorry I was an asshat for so so so long and I apologise for everything rude I've said and I just want my best friends back. that's really it. :(