Pain

Do you not care

Song - Follow You - Bring me the horizon
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My door swung open followed by a very worried voice.

"Mia, shit Mia wake up." I heard the voice yell. They shook me and I fluttered my eyes open to see the one person I longed for the most. Michael.

"Your not suppose to be back until tonight." I said trying to keep my eyes open. He was blurry and continued shaking me. I felt him grab my wrist as I threw my head back against the seat.

"Fuck Mia! Why would you do this to youself, don't you understand that there are people who actually care about you and don't want to see you like this." He said pulling me out of the car.

I was starting to get loopy from the loss of blood that I didn't really care what he was saying at the moment.

"Hey, do you like my car, it's mine, I just got it." I said smiling.

"I don't care about that right now, what I care about it you!" He snapped.

He picked me up and jogged over to his car. He threw me in the passenger seat and got into the car. "You need to lighten up." I said bopping his nose.

He gave me a death glare and pulled out a black bandana from his glove compartment. He wrapped it tightly around my wrist to stop the bleeding and I hissed in pain.

"No." I said trying to take off the bandana.

"Mia stop!" He yelled.

"No! I need to bleed, I need to go to sleep and say goodbye, please let me do this." I said as tears started to poor from my eyes.

"Mia no, can't you see I don't want you to say goodbye, please stop and listen to me." He said. His eyes were begging to get glossy and his hand was resting on my wrist while he held back my other hand from trying to remove the bandana.

"I'm taking you to the hospital." He said. "No, my aunt can't know I do this, not yet." I said gaining some of my consciousness back. "Fine I'm taking you to Ashton's house cause I'm not gonna let you see here with just that bandana wrapped around your wrist." He said starting his car.
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I woke up to a loud bang and I jumped up from where I was. I was on a couch and I looked at my surrounding to see that I was at Ashton's house. I saw Michael walk by quickly from the front door.

He glanced my way with an angry look. He walked over to me and stood there looking at me as if he was about to kill me.  I felt a burning coming from my arm and I looked down to see my arm wrapped in a bandage. I remember what happened I just don't remember passing out.

"Are you fucking satisfied! I though you were going to fucking die Mia, why the fuck did you do that, do you not care if you leave and not get to see your aunt or me or the boys, caused I'd be fucking torn!" He yelled as he slowly approached me.

I saw Calum come out from behind a corner confused of what was going on.

"I do I just-" I was cut of by Michael.

"You just what Mia. Did you just decided to pretend we didn't exist or something!" He yelled. He was now about a foot away from me. Calum grabbed Michael by the arm to pull him back away from me but Michael pulled his arm away. 

I felt my eyes start to water but I held back any tears from slipping my eyes.

"Are you gonna say something or just sit there!" He impatiently said.

"I wasn't trying to kill myself!" I yelled as I jumped up from the couch.

I stood In front of him while he looked at me furiously. "I wasn't trying to kill myself okay, the knife slipped so could you just shut the fuck up, of course I though about what would happen but I'm just so tried of everything!" I yelled as tears began to slip from my eyes.

His face soften and he reach for my arm but I pushed him away. "No! You don't know what it's fucking like Michael, step in my shoes for a day, you wouldn't even be able to walk a step!" I spat. 

I pushed past him and walked out the front door slamming it. I began to walk towards my aunts house when a white Audi car pulled up next to me. "Mia!" Someone called out. I turned my head to see Luke with a worried face.

Tears were steaming down my face and he got out of his car and ran up to me. "What's wrong, Did Michael hurt you?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No he was just trying to protect me and care for me but I think I hurt him in return." I said.

He sighed and wrapped his arms around me. "Here get in, were you going to your aunts house?" He asked. I nodded my head.

When we got to my aunts house he parked in the drive way. "Whose jeep was that around the corner?" He asked. "Mine." I said.

"Then why were you walking." He chuckled. "Long story." I said sadly.

He nodded his head. "What happened to your arm?" He asked. "That has to do with the long story." I said looking down at my arm while I lightly rubbed it.

He sighed. "Um, do you have a sweater that I can wear to cover up my arm so my aunt won't see this, I don't want her questioning me." I said. He reached behind his seat and pulled put a black hoodie with white righting on it that said New York.

I pulled it over my head and snuggled into the comfort of the sweater. "Your not getting this sweater back, you know that right." I said. He laughed.

"I will wrestle you for it." He said. I laughed. "Were you gonna come inside?" I asked.

"No actually, I'm gonna go to Ashton's house." He said. I nodded my head already knowing that he was soon going to know what happened. "Okay, when you see Michael can you tell him I'm sorry." I said. He nodded his head. "Of course." He said.

He started his car and drove off.
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After I got home my aunt was devastated to see me. She asked if I was okay and everything and when I finally calmed her down she apologized for not telling me sooner about what my mom tried doing and I of course accepted her apology because I knew she was just trying to protect me from getting hurt.

I was currently in the living room watching t.v. Well I wasnt really watching what was on because I was distracted about everything that happened today. My aunt left to the store to go get some groceries so I was currently left home alone with my thoughts.

There was a knock at the door and I got up and opened it to see a smiling Luke. I came to retrieve my sweater back and I came to return something that belongs to you.

He stepped aside to revel Michael who was hiding behind him with puppy dog eyes.

I didn't think twice before I ran towards him and jumped into his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck while he tightly wrapped his arms around my torso to keep me from slipping down.

"I'm sorry, I know you were just caring for me but I just got mad." I mumbled into his neck. "I know, and I'm sorry for yelling, I should've listened first." He said.

"You know I got to go do something so I'll come back for my sweater later." Luke said winking. Michael shook his head and laughed.

He watched as Luke drove off and Michael pushed me inside the house and closed the door. He threw me on the couch and pinned me down. He crashed our lips together and they moved in sync. He grabbed a hand full of my hair and bunched it tightly in his fist.

He broke the kiss and looked at me with a smile. "You don't know how bad I've been wanting to do that." He said. I smiled. He sat us up and made me tell him everything that happened starting from my aunt to my mom.
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After I was done telling him he was angry and sad at the same time. We spent the rest of the night just cuddling and talking until the boys showed up then we started watching movies.

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Hello I know  this chapter was boring but I've been busy and I really just wanted to get a chapter out so here you go. I'll try and make the next one better. Ex.