Pain

Scared

Song ~ Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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Calum's Part -

Once I dropped off Mia back at her aunts house I called Luke and Ashton and told them what happened. They were pissed and so was I. I told them to me me at Michael's so we could 'talk' to him. 

Maybe Ashton and Luke were gonna talk to him but I sure as hell wasn't. I completely lied to Mia when I told her I wouldn't do anything, of course I am, I'm not just gonna let him do what he did and not get a taste of his own medicine, plus what he did was beyond anything I would let slide.

I mean he likes Mia a lot so I don't know what came over him, and I really dont care if he blacked out or not, he still did it. Yeah I know I did some pretty bad stuff to her but I felt terrible about them and I'm sure he will too once he realizes what he actually did. 

But now, I see Mia as a little sister, someone who I want to protect and when she told me what he tried doing, and seeing the marks one her neck, I couldn't help to feel the feeling of wanting to rip someones head off.

I knew that Ashton and Luke would be there before me cause Mia's aunt does live a bit far and they live close to Michael.

The closer I got the more anxious I got. I couldn't stop thinking about how Mia was doing or what was going through her head at the moment, or what Ashton and Luke would walk into when they get to Michael's house. It was all building up inside me.

Once I arrived I saw Ashton's truck parked outside Michael's house. 

I quickly parked my car not caring of how I parked it and ran towards the door. I angrily swung open the door and ran to the living room where I thought they would be. Sure enough I heard Luke. 

"Here he comes." I heard him say. I turned the corner to see them all standing in the center of the living room. 

"You fucking piece of shit!" I yelled as I ran towards him. I swung my fist forward hitting him straight in the jaw.

He fell to the ground and I yelled at him to stand up. 

He slowly did not fighting back, and I punched him again causing him to stumble back onto the floor. 

Ashton and Luke were just watching, I'm sure they knew I would do this. 

"You tried to force her to have sex with you!" I yelled through gritted teeth as I threw a kick to his stomach. 

He looked up at me not phased by the pain coming from his face or stomach. "I did what." He said shocked as if he didn't remember not one thing.

I angrily looked towards the boys. "You didn't tell him." I said confused and angry at the same time. 

It took them a second before Ashton spoke up. 

"We kinda left that part out, we didn't wanna tell him just yet." He said looking over towards Michael who was slowly getting back up.

"Why the fuck not!" I yelled.

"We didn't want him to get mad again so we were going to tell him the whole story when he calmed down but you already did." Ashton said.

"All you guys told me was that we got into an argument, and I hit her a couple times and then she ran away." He said as his eyes started to gloss up.

"Well you didn't! You hit her, threw her on the couch, Tried to forcefully seduce her as you rubbed up on her as she begged you to stop, you hit her again, tried to get her to shut up by tightening your hand around her neck! You left these super bad hickeys on her neck that don't look so good, and believe me when I say that cause I saw them myself. And when she tried to get away you chased after her to stop her from leaving but she was able to push you off and get out. Then that's when I saw her running down the road with tear spilling out from her eyes and I drove her to her aunts house, where I'm pretty sure she's feeling like shit!" I spat seeing the hurt building up in his eyes.

I watched his actions as he just heard about what he had actually done. 

"How could I fucking do that to her." He said to himself as his voice broke. 

I saw some tears start to spill from his eyes as he stumbled over to the couch. 

He sat on the edge of the couch as he held his head in his hands while he ran his fingers through his hair and let the tears spill out from his eyes.

Fuck. I kinda feel bad for hitting him now but I'm still pissed at him. This is the first time I've ever seen Michael cry. I've seen his eyes get watery over certain things but I've never seen an actual tear spill from his eyes.

I feel terrible now. I know it wasn't his fault. He can't control it. We stood there as we heard the cry's and whimpers escape from his mouth.

I looked over at the boys and they had soft looks on their faces.  

I took a deep breath and walked over to him. I sat down next to him and put my hand on his back. 

"Michael, Its okay dude, she knows it wasn't your fault, she knows you cant control it. Shes just scared, Yeah maybe it will take her sometime to come around but she knows it wasn't your fault." I said trying to get him to feel a little better.

"I don't want her to be scared of me, but I know she will be because I hit her and did so many other things to her that I know she'll be stuck with for life. No matter how many times I say I'm sorry to her I'm always going to feel that guilt and she's always going to feel that pain." He said turning his head to look at me. 

Shit. That hit me hard. I never actually thought about it like that but he does have a point.

"She'll come around though Michael, I now she will. Just give sometime to shake things off a bit." I said.

"She's always going to feel something in her heart weather its pain, sadness, angry, or even scared, she'll come around, I know she will. That wasn't the last time you were ever going to see her." I said staring into his red teary eyes.

"But I don't want her to be scared of me though." He said as he wiped off a tear that was falling down his face. 

"I Love Her."

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So how did you guys like this chapter. Sorry to leave you guys there on a cliff hanger but I saw the perfect opportunity so I took it. But Michael Oh my god, even while writing this chapter I felt bad. How did you guys feel. Let me know. Do you guys think Mia will just come back right away or do you guys think she's gonna take a while. Im thinking about it right now but you guys will just have to wait and see what happens. I hope you guys liked that two chapter in one day thing, I had never done that before but I thought it would be nice so I wrote this one to go along with it. But anyways enough talking lol please continue reading my story and again sorry for any spelling errors I try to get all of them but I always end up missing some. But Thanks for reading.Bye. Ex.