Pain

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Song ~ Kiss me - Ed Sheeran
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I jumped as I heard a door slam. I quickly turned my head to where the noise came from and then appeared the three boys with concerned looks on there faces.

"Mia what happened!" Luke said as he quickly approached me. The boys followed and I sat there feeling pressured. The fight only happened moments ago and I was still in shock.

I sat there looking at Michael and I saw his face soften. "She blacked out." Michael said with a sigh.

The boys looked over at him and looked at each other. "I didnt know what I was doing, one second I was standing there and the next I saw the girl laying on the ground unconscious, I didnt have control of what was happening." I said with a hitch in my breath.

"She blacked out how I usually do, she didn't have control, and then she doesn't really remember what happened, just like me but not as bad as me." Michael said as he dug his hands into his pockets.

"Fuck." Luke said under his breath as he looked over at me with concern.

"When I was in the bathroom, I heard you talking to someone and then I heard a bang, like if someone fell onto the floor, so I walked out of the bathroom and I saw you on top of that girl that keep following me around. I tired to pull you off of her but you just continued to punch her, and every time I tried to pull you off you always slipped out of my grip." Calum said calmly.

I tried to swallow the lump that was forming in my throat but it stung every time I tried. My eyes were starting to burn and sting.

"Well the police got there soon after and everybody cleared out, good thing I sobered up a little because otherwise this could have gotten a lot worse." Ashton said.

"Okay so the ambulance got there and took her to the hospital, and so far that's all I know. But I have a buddy thats sister is I guess close friends with the girl and he's gonna tell me the details. I didnt tell him it was you that put her in the hospital I just asked him to fill me in." Luke said.

I nodded my head.

I bit my lip to fight back the tears that were forming in my eyes, but it didnt work as I began to feel warm drops of water land on the back of my hands.

"Hey Mia, dont worry everythings going to be okay." Calum said coming over to my side.

Michael was standing over by his fire place as he watched the tears spill from my eyes.  I saw his eyes begin to become red and glossy.

"Yeah Mia there's no need to cry." Ashton said as he rubbed small circles on my back.

"Yes there is, I physically hurt someone, ive never done that before, I put someone in the hospital tonight that could've been having a good time dancing and partying at the moment but instead their laying down in pain on a cold hard hospital bed, I dont know if she's okay of even breathing at the moment, because she looked pretty dead to me!" I said raising my voice becoming angry at myself.

"I dont know if shes in critical condition or if shes fine and just brusied! All I know is that I may be in serious trouble right now, the police could actually be looking for me and they can take me away." I said breaking down.

I angrily stood up and ran my fingers through my hair.

Michael quickly bolted out of the living room and ran out of the house.

I quickly ran after him calling his name, scared of where he was going.

"Michael!" I said running after him.

He ignored me and continued running. The boys stayed in the room while I ran after Michael.

I followed him outside in front of the house where he immediately started to break down.