It's Not Love (Book 2)

16 - "I'm sorry for your loss,"

I ran down the street to find Jack and away from Landon.

Welcome back to INL! This chapter Darcy tries fixing things with Jack, let's see how this goes.

Darcy's p.o.v

I ran up the stairs and burst through the door.

"Jack!" I screamed. I heard frantic foot steps.

"Darcy!" He yelled. He ran over to me and I flinched when he went to hug me. He frowned. I hugged him and took a deep breathe.

"I'm sorry," I cried.

"You shouldn't be sorry for anything, it's all my fault, I'm so sorry baby," he sobbed. "Your parents called and told me about the letter, it's my own fault that couldn't even trust me to take care of our own daughter," he sniffled. "I thought you were dead,"

"I'm so sorry," I cried. "I didn't mean it,"

"Didn't mean what?" He said pulling away and looking me in the eye.

"I- umm... I ch-cheated on you," I whispered. "I'm so sorry!"

"It's ok, I understand why you would, I'm a terrible husband," he said pulling at his hair.

"Keep pulling your hair like that and you'll be bald before thirty," I said trying to lighten up the mood. He chuckled softly. "I'm the reason I cheated, it has nothing to do with you,"

"OK," he said. "Who is he?"

"Umm... Funny story.."

"What?"

"Her name was Perrie," I said nervously.

"Oh my god! I turned you gay!" He yelled.

"Bisexual actually, so I still like men but I also like women," I explained.

"Well it's not that bad I guess," he scratched the back of his neck akwardly.

"Not that bad," I said faking being offended. "I'm part lesbian!" I laughed.

"But you're also part straight,"

"Whatever," I laughed and punched him playfully. "We good?"

"I guess we're kind of even, huh?"

"I guess we are," I laughed. I hugged him again. "We should go get Delilah,"

"Yea, lets go," he said. He grabbed the cars keys and we walked out of the house hand in hand. We got in the car and I looked out the window at the moon; it was beautiful tonight. He began driving towards my parents house, as I prepared to be yelled at.

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We ran to the door and I got the spare key and opened the door. I heard Delilah screaming at the top of her lungs and my heart shattered at the sound.

"Harry what if she's gone?! What if we never get to see her again?! I can't lose my baby girl!" I heard my mum sobbing. We ran towards their voices and found them in the kitchen arguing as Delilah cried in her cot.

"Mommy? Daddy?" I said quietly. Both of their heads whipped around and their eyes widened.

"My baby!" Mum sobbed running over. I hugged him tightly.

"Don't you ever scare us like that again," dad warned, hugging me aswell. I pulled away and walked over to the cot. I picked up Delilah and cuddled her.

"Mommy missed you so much baby girl," I cooed. "I'm really, really sorry for scaring you guys," I appoligized.

"What is he doing here," dad spat, pointing at Jack.

"We talked, we both made huge mistakes and have taken responsiblity for them, we're OK now," I smiled.

"Well what did you do?" Mum asked.

"I cheated on him with Perrie,"

"Oh," mum gasped.

"Well how'd you think I figured out my sexuality?"I questioned. "It just kind of happened,"

"I'm just happy you're OK," dad said.

"I think Delilah needs to go to bed, I'll call you tomorrow?" I said.

"OK, drive safe," mum said.

"I love you," I said.

"We love you too," they said. I kissed both of their cheeks and we said our finale goodbye's. We left and began driving home.

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1 week later

It's been a week since everything happened and so far everything is OK. I walk into the bathroom and do my buisness. I wash my heads and dry them. I take a deep breathe and step on the scale. I gasped.

"How did I gain 10 pounds?! I haven't eaten all week," I whisper to myself. I groan and step off. I look into the mirrior amd pinch the fat on my stomach. "There is literatly no way I could eat any less then I have been," I groaned.

It's water weight, don't drink anything that 10 pounds will be gone in no time.

The voice in my head said.

"I can do that, I'm sure I'll be fine for a few days," I sighed. This is gonna be hard.

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4 days later

My mouth couldn't be any drier! If I drink I'll just gain the weight right back though. I walk into the bathroom and step onto the scale.

"Yes! It's finally gone!" I cheered. I walked out of the bathroom and downstairs. Jack is watching t.v on the couch (Delilah's having a nap).

"Hey babe," he said.

"Hey," I said. I sat on the couch with him and cuddled into his chest. I feel a weird pain in my stomach but ignore it and continue watching the t.v. It gets more intense and I gasp. I placed both hands on my abdoman and cry in pain

"What's wrong?!" Jack yelled paniced. I gasped for air as my vison blurs. My pants are wet. I place my hand on the area and scream in pain once again. I look at my hand and I see blood, lots of blood. My vison blacks before I passed out.

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I wake up to a loud beeping and open my eyes. I close them to shield them from the blinding light. I sit up and I see a man writing on a clipboard.

"Where am I?" I asked.

"You're in the hospital, you blacked out and your husband brought you here," he said.

"Where is he?"

"Waiting room, he wasn't allowed in here until you woke up," he explained.

"Can you get him?" I asked. He nodded and left the room. I looked around and I had an I.V in my arm and wires hooked up to a heart monitor. The door opened and Jack walked in.

"Thank god you're OK!" He hugged me. "They wouldn't tell me aything until you woke up, the doctors coming in to tell us what happened,"

"OK," I said. The door opened and a doctor walked in. "Oh, Dr. Mendes, how are you?"

"I should be asking you that," he said (A/N doc from first book). "You're extremely under weight and you passed out from dehydration," he said. "The pains you experenced," he sighed. "You had a miscarriage. Your body rejected the baby because niether or you were getting the nutrients you needed and the baby was taking what little you had. I'm sorry for your loss," he said. "You're also being put on suicide watch and you have been diagnosed with anorexia," he said. "I'm so sorry for your loss," he repeated but the world be came empty and my heart completely shattered; I killed my baby.

~Authors note~

O.M.F.L!! Darcy lost another baby! She's gonna go insane!!

I'm sorry about updates, I have a bad case of writers block, I just need something to kind of get me out of it and I'll be back on track!

I hope you enjoyed this chapter and hope to see you in the next one!

Bye!