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Without a word i passed Meredith and my dad to get to the stairs in the lobby.

I just wanted to take a shower and sleep after i had betrayed Niall.

Somehow i did. I knew it was wrong and it would never happen again but if Harry wouldn't shut up about that, it would be over with Niall. Before it even could start.

I wasn't angry of Harry, i knew it wasn't his fault. It was also mine.

I took a really long shower but i didn't move under the jet of water i just stood there and tried to calm down and i tried to sober up finally.

I didn't use shampoo to wash my body because i still felt his touches and if this was the first and only time Harry and I were that close then i wanted to enjoy it a little longer.

Oh god. Where came those thoughts from.

I got out and just left my clothes which weren't even mine on the bathroom floor, while i wrapped a towel only around my hair and so i opened the bathroom door, without thinking much about leaving it naked.

There wouldn't be somebody, my bedroom was only two steps away so i didn't care.

HARRY'S POV:

I went back into the foyer and then into the lobby.

I had sat in my car and i had wanted to drive away but i couldn't even find the right key on my bunch of keys.

I hadn't recognized when i got so drunk.

So i decided for my own safetiness but also for the public traffic that i should stay here till i had sobered up at least a little.

As i stood now in the lobby i couldn't decide where to go as Meredith just came out of the kitchen with a big plate with a cake on it.

"She's upstairs. Just turn right when you walk the stairs up" she informed me with a nice smile.

Besides she wasn't Rose's mum, she was still nice. Maybe i thought that because she would be quite my type but she was too old and i had sweared my sister i would avoid dating women being about at least six years older than me.

I nod and took the stairs.

As i turned right just like Meredith had said i stood in a tall and long corridor with lots of doors.

I went further some and stopped because i didn't know what to do next.

I heard a door at the end of this corridor open, as a naked Rose went out and i couldn't held back the gasp i blew out loudly.

Shocked she looked over to me and with an expression which was more than shocked and terrified she headed back to the door she came out.

I dared to gulp.

Okay, so now I even more wasn't sure about what to do next.

ROSE'S POV:

Oh my god.

Shocked i locked the bathroom door again and with my back on the door i breathed heavily.

As i calmed down a little i grabbed a towel from the cupboard beside me and wrapped it around me.

Why did he come back?

How dared he?

I tried to ease myself with chatting up that he had seen so many naked girls that it didn't matter he saw me just quickly from the side.

Though that changed something.

I took a deep breath and conducted to seem confident when i would talk to him now.

I opened the door and like i assumed Harry stood straight like before.

"What are you doing here?" i asked while confronting him.

"I think i'm not sober enough to drive.." he simply answered.

Hm. Good point.

"Okay.. Of course you can stay but i think those rooms are therefor all dad's guests.." i reflected.

Harry came closer slowly.

"But .. maybe the bed in my room is big enough" i pointed out unwilingly.

It actually wasn't my room. It also was just a random guest room, my old room, from the time i have lived here was upstairs at the top floor but since i have moved out dad have made it to his office..

"If that's okay.. i would take advantage of it" Harry answered.

I just turned around and got into my room. The big old, dark wooden bed would be okay for two it was quiet big.

Harry followed me and as i headed to the closet he sat down on the bed.

I grabbed out my payamas and wanted to take them on but i have never been good in holding a towel and getting dressed at the same time. At public swimming pools that always have ended in a desaster.

I decided to go back to the bathroom but as i opened our door i saw that someone just locked into the bathroom.

Great.

"Do you need help?" I assumed Harry asked because he wanted to be nice but couldn't he has said instead that he would look away when i try to get dressed...

I didn't want to make this big so i said yes.

Idle he got up and came over to me and the closet where we both stood in front of a mirror.

I looked into it and met his eyes.

I flinched but didn't shut my eyes down. Neither did he.

After a while i cleared my throat bravly.

"So what now? How do you even want to help me?"

"I will hold the towel while you'll dress yourself." he said monotonously.

"You're kidding" that wasn't his plan, was it?

"No. Not a bit."

Oh.

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