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I hurried away, threw my clothes back on and with my shoes in my hands i ran downstairs.

At the bottom stairs i took my my heels back on.

The party was still smashing.

I saw a drink on the counter and grabbed it and took a big gulp of it.

I think it was some vodka mixed drink.

I sat on the big couch and wanted to take another nip but recognized it already was empty.

"Wow, i watched that.

You're talented" i heard a girls voice next to me.

I just stared at the empty cup, what happened wasn't real, i still couldn't figure out how it could have happened that fast.

I should have been more constantly.

"Do you wanna take another round of shots?" The girl asked.

Before i could negate it , Harry answered while he placed between me and the long legged girl.

"No, she won't. It's fine Cara, just mind your own business."

I looked up.

Almost next to me sat that model Cara Delevigne.

She was so pretty but also mega thin.

None of us knew what to say so i was just about to consider leaving, as i felt his hand touching my bare tigh.

Goose bumps just started rising everywhere and my thoughts raced back to just an hour ago.

"Rose.. just uhm a question"

I couldn't concentrate when he had his hands on me. My thoughts wouldn't stop traveling around..

My intoxicated mind wasn't to trust.

"You..well you're taking those birth control pills.. aren't you?" his voice trembled but he didn't even try to lower it.

I looked into his sparkling eyes and nodded slowly.

Cara's eyes behind him just widened and after that a big smile appeared onto her face and she slapped Harry's shoulder eventually harder than she has wanted to, because Harry flinched and jumped over to her and started to tickle her.

Loud laughs filled the room and somehow i wished he did it with me.

"I.. i will go home now.. " i said , noticing my voice slurred.

As both didn't react i just got up and went past the room as i heard Cara's voice in my back

" We should hang out, Due"

"Her name is Rose." Harry said.

And then i went outside.

Too tipsy i took the road down to where i had parked the car.

Finally i put off my heels and carried them in my hands because my feet where numb after that night.

It was really dark only the stars and the moon shined bright.

There aren't many places in big cities where you are able to see the stars like that.

As i suddenly heard someone running behind me , i looked to my right and saw Harry flipping his curls back and in his other hand he had car keys.

"I better drive you home, anything else would be irresponsible" he smiled.

"As if you were sober" i answered but smiled too.