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I sat at my bed and didn't know what to do.

So I decided to take a nap because i was sure i wouldn't get too much sleep that night , no matter what i would do or where i would be.

As i woke up it was 6pm and i took a shower and walked over to my closet to choose something i could wear to meet Harry and then after our little talk finally Niall.

I wanted to show Niall that i really liked him. I wanted to show him tonight.

So I took on the red sequin bra and a thong which fit to that and then i stood infront of my closet and stared at it.

Somehow i felt like i should wear my best for Harry because i would need my confidence but it only was Harry so..

After i thought for a while i decided for a dusky pink, pretty short, also sequin dress, and black ralph lauren heels.

I applied my make up so that it fit the most and then simply added my leather jacket and went to Beck's car.

My hair flew straight open and long.

I tried to find the adress Harry had sent me and finally got there.

It was a very noble hood and every mansion was different from the others and one seemed bigger than another.

As i parked in front of Harry's i took out my phone and took a few pictures which i directly sent to Marina.

I wondered if i was right because it was a big house on a little hill and it really fit into Hollywood but it was weird that Harry was okay with such a typic Hollywood mansion, because he actually was quite lowly.

I had expected that it wouldn't only be Harry and I when he said i should come to his own house but i also couldn't imagine that all those cars

which parked around his mansion would attened there.

As i walked over there i already heard the music and the beat, i heard people laughing and singing.

And there was no point in ringing the bell beacuse the door was open and some people stood in front of it.

So i tightened the grip on my purch and stepped inside.

On the first sight i already could tell it was a reeeally classy and modern facility.

From the door i could straight look trough a glass wall apart from me down onto downtown LA at night. It was fascinating.

And then there was a dark brown couch, white and beige current floor and a fake big modern stove.

Beside the dark floor which led to the big living area, stairs went upstairs left and right.

Everything very angled and square.

Someone passed me but thrusted a limpid hard plastic cup into my hand.

It looked like coke but smelled like alcohol.

I still was busy with my drink as a hand softly lay down onto my shoulder.

"Rose, i'm glad you're here" Harry held his head a little to the side.

He looked amazing.

Friendly but sexy, healthy but dirty.

Oh my god, i had thought that with not even a nip of alcohol.

" I don't want to talk much about it, i just want to let you know I'm sorry for what happened. I shouldn't have said that. I have absolutely no idea what you feel for Niall.. So please excuse it" His hand still lay on my shoulder.