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I hung up because Niall said he really had to get some sleep.

I walked inside again and went downstairs, as i opened the door to our room i shrieked as the bed was empty but the bed was made.

Where was Harry?

I went into the bathroom but all i saw there, were my clothes the stylist had given me yesterday, i honestly hadn't some other clothes with me so i put them back on.

I combed my hair and put make up on, for gods sake i always had my make up pouch with me in my bag.

Then i quickly ran the stairs down to the lobby.

To this time i was really relieved that Harry obviously decided to drive home without having an awkward talk, although i felt a little bit bad about that he not even saw the need in saying goodbye to me..

I would just say thank you and bye to dad and those other people and then i would call me a cap and finally get back home. Rebecca had to give me advices because i felt confused and luckily i had no hangover or headache right now.

I opened the glass door to dining room and to my surprise everything was like i was used to know it.

Besides all the people sitting around the table having breakfast.

"Roose beauty, do you wanna have a breakfast egg or toast? Coffee?" Meredith stood up from one chair and smiled truthfully over to me.

I wanted to refuse her offer as i saw brown curls flipping next to her.

Harry smiled brightly.

"Morning Rose, had a good sleep?"

My jar hit the floor.

He didn't avert his green eyes from me.

"Come take a seat daughter" My dad stood up too and politely pushed the chair next to Harry back.

I couldn't figure out why everyone was in this crazy good mood.

Slowly i walked to the place which was shown for me.

As i sat down i felt like everyone's eyes were on me and Harry.

I tried to get a survey of everything but i didn't get along because Harry suddenly gave me a kiss on my cheek.

I wanted to push him away but then i remebered what we have told those people and especially my dad, yesterday.

I couldn't obviate that my cheeks flushed and i calmed down a little as i smelled Harrys scent.

"Everything okay?" he asked only i could hear it, the people around had gone back to their own conversations.

"Yes, i don't know what should not be okay" i answered distracted.

Harrys smile went and he started eating his toast again.

I felt like shit.

Maybe Harry and I could have become friends, like really good buddys but the kiss and the awkward conversation last night kind of had destroyed it.

I got me a cup of tea and slowly sipped it down.

I was glad that i hadn't to talk with dad or Meredith.

"You like tea?" Harry asked.

"Yes"

It seemed like Harry would consider if he could ask me something else or if he better should shut up.

But somehow i wanted to talk with him about stuff like tea because that was a light subject and nothing what would let me overthink.

"I rather drink tea, when i'm not drinking water or orange juice..."