Bad Timing (Criminal Minds) (Completed)

Epilouge

Spencer's POV
'Spencer and I ended up having a small simple wedding. Only our friends, all of mine from Portland and Spencer's coworkers, and family came. Raylee and David Rossi ended up dancing together which is how they ended up getting together. They got married six months after me.
Three years later I got pregnant, with a little girl. We named her Angelica, due to my request. She was a sweet heart, she rarely cried. She had bright red hair like me and brown eyes like Spencer. She was also a person just like Spencer. That same time Pauline had another kid, a little boy. Angelica and Joe love to play together whenever we met. They ended up getting married, I got to see their wedding.
Four years after Angelica was born we had twins. Spencer was really nervous and not sure what to do but he was an even better dad because of it. They were both boys, but not identical, which was a blessing. One was named Derek and the other Colton. Derek had brown hair and eyes like Spencer but Colton had my blue eyes.
It wasn't until the twins got into sixth grade when I got pregnant again. A final little girl to finish our family. Emma Jean was a trouble maker but what to expect when you have two boys and an angel sister to look up to. She had red hair and blue eyes. I'm afraid she takes too much after me.
I love all my kids so much, even though Angelica is my favorite, but everyone else is dear to my heart.
And Spencer, Sexy Genius. I've loved you since I met you. But the dreams are too much, I know all of our kids are safe with you as a father. My brain hasn't felt right these last six months. I don't know what's wrong but I'm scared.
I love you all so so much.
-Reese'
I read that ending every day. It took me a year to find her journal after she had overdosed on anti-depressants. The pages had tear stains on them, I added to the collection every night. The CAT scan showed that she had CTE from getting hit on head so many times.
Our kids were all in school when she had done it. Emma Jean didn't understand why Reese would do such a thing as she was only seven years old at the time. Angelica went into major depression. The twins played it cool but everyone knew that they didn't really know what to do.
So I write this to you Reese 'Peanut Butter' Jenson Reid. In my last days at the nursing home. I'll join you soon. It's been far too long, these last forty years without you.
With the love from my heart,
Spencer Reid signing out.