Feelings (chenbaek)

11

Still baeks p.o.v

2 months later
I sighed, as I laid in my room silently scolding at myself. It's been two months and I've tried in all my power to talk to Jongdae again, but every time I try he always ignores me or xiumin and lay would stop me. I've messed up, really bad... I grumbled when I heard a knock on my door, "baek honey I made diner" my mom says. "I'm not hungry" I mumbled loud enough, and it's true I'm not. I will not be able to eat properly until Chen talks to me again.

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The next day I was to weak to even open my eyes, my body was stiff and I felt hot. I let out a loud cough, I think I have a fever... "Baek! Honey it's time to- oh my goodness baek you're burning!" My mom says touching my forehead. I sniffled before opening my eyes slightly and giving my mom a small smile. "I'm fine, I'll get ready for school now" I murmured. My mom immediately tucks me into bed, "no you're staying home until you get better"

"But Chen..." I trailed off, my mom looks at me sadly, "sweetie I know your upset, but your health comes first" I sigh before hiding under my covers. "But I need Chen..." I whispered.

I need to tell him how sorry I am...and how I feel...

Jongdae's p.o.v

"Good morning Chen!" Xiumin says smiling softly. "Mornin" I mumbled not bothering to smile back. "What a nice day today! I don't see baekhyun anywhere, do you think he gave up?" Lay says, suddenly popping up. I sighed as I stared out the classroom window. "I don't care" I said quietly, "Chen....do you...still like him?" Xiumin asks sitting next to me. I blinked, looking back at the two. Do I still like him? No of course not, that's ridiculous....I....

Still love him...very much...

"No" I murmured, xiumin and lay glanced at each other worryingly. I know their concerned about me and my health, I don't eat much anymore or get a lot of sleep. Sometimes I would cry endlessly, but most of the time I would be silent and barely talk. "Good morning class, please take your seats" I shifted my attention to the teacher. "Before we start, I would like to announce, that byun baekhyun won't be coming today... He has a fever". Baekhyun is sick? Is he alright? Tch why do I care? His 'girlfriend' would probably take care of him...

But what if he's hurt.... I'll go check up on him if he doesn't show up later on...

                       ~Next day~
Baekhyun didn't show up... I'm getting worried...

Three days later~

Baekhyun hasn't come to school this whole week. Now I'm really worried, I'm going to go visit him...

|| Sunday afternoon ||

I sighed, my palms were sweating as I griped on the grocery bag that was filled with medicine and stuff. I knocked on the door lightly, calm down... Just say that you were concerned and that you just want to check up on him... The door opened and my breath stopped, baeks mom stood with a worried/tired expression. But it soon morphed into sudden happiness when she saw it was me. "Jongdae! It's so good to see you! Baek was so worried about you he got himself sick"

I sighed, guilt overwhelming me. She gladly, welcomed me in. "Oh Chen, do you mind watching baek for me, while I go out to buy some groceries?" I smiled warmly, "no, I'll be glad to watch over him" she smiled before pulling me into a sudden hug. "Thank you" she says before leaving. What was that all about?, I sighed as I walked up the stairs to his room. When I stood in front of his door, my heart started beating fast. Calm down heart... I knocked on his door, softly.