I was incredibly... I mean incredibly uncomfortable... You see, what I didn't explain is that I sit diagonally from baekhyun in English class. And what's worse is that he sits in the rows of seat in front of me, so me being my stalkerish self, kept sneaking glances at baekhyun. Which of course I got caught...embarrassingly... Ugh *face palms* whyyy?? "Jongdae please translate this sentence into English" my teacher said out of nowhere, glaring at me."R-right, *clears throat* Would you like some drinks?" I said smoothly, trying not to glance at baekhyun. When I finally took my seat, I see baekhyun from the corner of my eyes giving me a thumbs up. I blushed turning away, pretending not to notice-but is clearly fanboying inside-
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------------*After school*
I sighed dreamly when I was walking home, remembering everything that happened today, I can't believe our lips almost touched.. And Baekhyun's eyes are so mesmerizing when's up close, not to mention that brilliant smile of his. I sighed once more, pulling my hood on and stuffing my hands in the pockets. My eyes widened, when I suddenly feel a slip of paper. That's right I have baekhyun's.... "Ugh!! Stop it jongdae!!" I whispered shouted, to myself snapping the unrealistic fantasies out of my thoughts. I'm never going to call him or text him...ever!
I was doing fine, just mining my own business..that is until I felt a drop of water on my nose. "Please let it not be rain.." I murmured to myself silently praying, if it does rain I will be soaking wet when I get home. After all I wouldn't reach my house until about 15 minutes later.
But of course there has to be a little darkness to balance out the light, and to my unfortunate luck...it started pouring heavy rain. I cursed under my breath, preparing to run my heart out. But before I could, the rain just suddenly stopped.. Well at least where I'm standing it did, I looked up to see a blue umbrella. Please let it be xiumin... I hoped as I turned around-my hood falling in the process-to be faced to faced with the one and only....
Yup you got it, baekhyun!! Oh lucky me, he gave me a heart warming smile before pulling his own hood down. "Jongdae, you could get sick you know?" He said over the rain, I blinked feeling my face heating up. "B-baekhyun.. W-why are you still here?" I asked, knowing dismissal was hours ago. "I left my notebook" he simply replied. "Oh well, Ill be fine you should go before your parents get worried" I said trying desperately to escape the situation.
Baekhyun stepped closer to me, making my heart rate increase tremendously. "Here" he said pushing the umbrella's handle on to my hand. "Why are you giving it to me? You'll be sick your self..." He chuckled before reaching towards his bag, and taking out a black umbrella. "Its cool I have an extra" I blinked before bowing, which of course lets the rain soak my clothes. "Jongdae what are you doing?! Get up, you're gonna get all wet!" Baekhyun said panicking; I stood up, with happy tears building in my eyes.
"T-thank you!" Baekhyun blinked before ruffling my hair. "Just go home, you idiot.." He said with a smile, it's weird how he's already treating me like we know each other since birth...but this feeling...I wouldn't want it to ever end... I smiled walking away. "Oh and jongdae!!" I stopped turning back, to face baekhyun. "Text me when you get home ok?!"
I blinked, before nodding reluctantly "o-ok!" I stuttered. "Promise?"
Ba-dub
"I...promise!"
Ba-dub
"I'll be waiting"
Ba-dub
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-----------------I sighed as I laid in my bed, I think I'm sick... My face feels so hot, and my heart wouldn't calm down. I think I just need some sleep..yeah that it..some sleep. I was drifting off to sleep, but just as I was, I sat back up quickly alerted.
Text me When you get home ok? **
Ok~
Promise?
I...promise."Jongdae you dumbass!! Why did you promise him something like that?!" I said screaming into my pillow, so my words were muffled. I turned around seeing the peace of paper on my desk, well I did promise.. I sighed, "you're being stupid Chen...just say something simple..." I mumbled to myself, as I took the piece of paper and my phone. I can do this...I can do this...
I can't do this!!! I groaned as I kept staring at the number. Calm down jongdae...breath..
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------------That night, I regretted not skipping school today. But one things for sure, I was not afraid for the first time in my life... Because.....
|Jongdae: Hey, thanks for the umbrella and lunch today... I hope we can be friends...
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|Baekhyun: of course! I'm glad you texted...😄 lets become good friends!Jongdae: yeah, that'd be nice☺️
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Feelings (chenbaek)
Fiksi PenggemarJongdae goes to SM high school, and has always had this thing for baekhyun, an older male. Will he be able to express his feelings?