The next day at school, I avoided everyone. Every time xiumin or lay would approach me, I would walk the other way. Same thing goes for baekhyun, it was really hard to do this for the rest of the week. Knowing they were all my best friends, I know I can't do this forever, but for now...it'll satisfy me.
I was doing fine the next Wednesday, just doing what I regularly do during lunch time...sitting alone, and watching out for whoever might try to talk to me. Until out of no where lay tackled me. "What the hell?! Lay!!" I screamed when lay was choking me to death, "why have you been ignoring us??!!! You bastard!! Don't you dare, ignore your hyungs!!" Lay said releasing me with a huge frown plastered on his face. I blinked, turning my attention to the more depressed Xiumin.
"Your a jerk Chen, you know that?!" Xiumin says, his voice turning into a soft whisper. "I'm sorry, it's just...I was really upset...not at you guys tho" I said quickly. Both lay and xiumin were waiting for my excuse. So I told them the whole story of me and baekhyun and blah blah blah... "What?!?!? That son of a- where is he?!" I sighed pulling xiumin down to his seat. "Don't do anything you guys...please...I just don't want to talk to him right now..." Xiumin and lay glanced at each other worryingly. "Ok then...just promise you'll come to us for help..." "I promise" -------- **after school**
I walked silently down the long hallway, most of the students already went home so the school was pretty empty. I was about to walk out the door until I heard a voice calling my name. "Chen!" I turned around slightly to see baekhyun, running towards me. My eyes widen, oh no..run.. Just as I took my first step, I felt a hand wrap around my arm and slammed me against a classroom door. My breath quickens as I stared into baekhyun's eyes, my heart rate going out of control, when I noticed he was cornering me.
"Let me go" I said quietly, as I struggle under baekhyun's grip. "Not until you listen to me" he says tightening his grip on my arm. "There's nothing for you to say" I said, slightly glaring at him. "Jongdae I'm sorry! I know what I did was wrong but...please...I'm sorry, do you know how much I've been worrying about you?! I couldn't sleep or eat properly, and thanks to you I look hideous!" Baekhyun said pausing, I took this time to examine him closely. He does look tired, he has dark circles under his eyes and his skin was paler then usual. "And thanks to you my mom wouldn't stop worrying about me..." He mumbled leaning his head on my shoulders,
"And I couldn't...stop...crying" he said, my ears filling with the sound of his sobs. "What have you done to me, Kim Jongdae...I can't get you out of my mind." I blinked feeling my own tears building up. Baekhyun looked up again, only this time with tears streaming his eyes. "I meant it you know" I stared confused on what he meant. "I do love you" he said looking at the floor. My heart was beating fast, with my cheeks turning red.
"Baek..." I murmured reaching out with my free hand, to trace his cheeks. He looked up instantly, letting go of my arm. "I'm not mad....if anything Im the one who's sorry, why would you worry about me in the first place??" I asked, tears threatening to spill. Baekhyun held my hand firmly on his cheeks. "I wouldn't want to loose my best friend..." I winced at his word. Friend zone really hurts... Regardless I still smiled. "Are you stupid or what?" I said laughing while ruffling his hair. Baekhyun blinked before letting out a small giggle.
"There's that smile" I said, baekhyun's smile widen. Before I know it baekhyun had pulled me into a hug. "I miss your hugs" baekhyun whispers into my ear. I stood frozen before hugging back tightly, while my tears soaked his blue sweater. "I did too"
"Oh and hyung, I'm still not going to say I love you back..."
"Your cute Chen-Chen"
"I know"
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inspiration is just flowing out of me...so I thought I'd write another chapter...hope you enjoy! 💖💜🐱 Oh and please tell me if you want me to continue, up to now I don't know if I should anymore...so tell me!! Pandas and kookies (haha bts love) ❤️🍪🍪🐼🐼
