The only thing my friends like to do is watch movies or play pokemon go. Don't get me wrong I enjoy both. Except I get tired of movies and my phone battery physically doesn't handle pokemon go. So I'm tired.
But on that glorious weekend when they actually want to go out with everyone, and go to the lakes or on a hike, and the girls want to have a girls night in and do spa things and get all done up, my parents say no. No you can't go out I'm making you go to this thing you hate instead.
"Family before friends"
Yeah no my family doesn't even like me. I either get ignored or they judge me, tease me for however I decide to live my life and what I choose to like.
When I bring this up to my dad he told me that I need to take a hint. I'm weird and no one likes being around me. And he can't afford the phsycotherapy to fix my personality.
I'm forced to go on a trip I don't care about, to do something I hate, and be with people who don't like me. When yesterday I had the option to not go.
I hate family trips.
Now I know I'm something to just be dealt with.
A disappointment.
Something that needs to be fixed for being who I am.
And I'm sorry.
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Unsteady
Non-FictionThis is just a place where I can tell someone how I feel when I'm sad, without directly bothering someone I know. "If you love me don't let go. Hold on to me, cause I'm a little unsteady." There's a reason I love that song.
