Amaranthine [Taeyang/Hyuna] (editing/rewriting/ON HOLD)

15 • Let Me Go

Sorry for being MIA. I'm still breathing, don't worry. Important a/n at the end of chapter. Enjoy ♥

Hyuna's PoV

I stared at his beautiful features as his words echoed in my ears.

Reincarnation.

I never believed that we will be born again as in the word 'reincarnate', it was like believing that fairies were real. But I do know that life was hard, and I learnt it in the most painful way.

"Reincarnation." I mumbled out the word, and in an instant I felt funny despite of my situation. It felt weird to think about it, let alone wanting to believe it.

I stared at the guy who sat beside my bed, and as he read my mind, he jumped to explanation about what reincarnation is.

"I know what it is." I said.

"But you don't believe in it." He added, and I nodded. He sighed, sounding like he was really tired.

"Hyuna, you told me you were having these dreams.. Right?"

I nodded again. "But what does my dreams has to do with reincarnation? It doesn't make any sense."

"I believe that youre dreaming about your past lives, Hyuna. Everyone has their own, but human brain can't keep too much memories from the past, because they faded with time. If they die and reborn again, they will be born anew, with nothing about their past memories in their minds."

And I thought I had lost my mind.

"You know that's impossible right?"

He cocked his brow. "What is?"

He looked so serious that I had to laugh. I laughed until my tears came out, half hoping that he would burst out joining me, and tell me that he was kidding. But he only narrowed his eyes and tilted his head to the side as if he was figuring out what I was laughing for.

I cleared my throat. "You cant be serious."

"Do I look like Im joking? I dont have time for that." He said harshly.

My jaw opened and closed like that of fish's, shocked by his sudden attitude. Yes, I only knew him for a short matter of time, and our relationship was kind of a rushed one that we jumped the 'getting to know each other stage' and to be honest, I myself was confused about it. But I had that feeling that we know each other for a long time and if it was not creepy I do not know what is.

"Well dont blame me for not being superstitious!" I yelled and regretted it quickly. "Next time I know, you'll try to persuade me into believing that Twilight is real." I mumbled but I knew he heard it.

"And what if they are?" I gaped at his words. Why do I have to be acquainted with a hot weirdo of all people?

"Dude, I dont even know if God is real. But I do know that pain and suffering is, and in this world you have to survive or die trying." I shook my head looking down at my lap and playing with my fingers.

He reached out and touched my hand. I was surprised by his move and I looked up, his blue eyes softened. Was he comforting me?

Remembering our conversation, I snapped out of it. As stupid as it was, I wanted to hear his explanation. "So how did I remember?"

Daesung took his hand off mine and instantly I missed his touch. I shrugged off the feeling and stared at his retreating back. He stood up and walked to the only window I had in the little space I called bedroom and peered out of the curtains. In the dim room, his blue eyes looked like they were flashing but of course it was because of the lights from the building outside, right?