I tossed and turned the rest of the night, and the alarm the next morning went off way to early for me. I felt like I had been ran over by a train, and a nervous feeling still lingered in my chest. It was also the morning that I was supposed to start my samples of the new product that offers optimal health benefits. I had four days to see how they worked for me. I laid in bed, and watched as my husband did the 1-2-3 steps program, and he was ready to get his day started. Worried, but knew I had to give it a chance, I also did the 1-2-3 step program which consists of the following: Step 1- Literally right out of bed and on an empty stomach you take 2 pills, Step 2: After 20-40 minutes later, you drink a shake, and Step 3: you put on a patch. That's it, very simple. At this point, what do I have to lose?
Well, it didn't take very long before I started to feel a increase in my energy level, but what I noticed the most was my mood was so much better. This was just the first day! Even though I had such a hard night, I felt a new strength, one I hadn't felt in a long time. Was it just the product, no, I believe it was the combination of the product and my faith being put into motion. I'm not sure exactly what it was, but thinking about it, I believe God answered my prayers. I had been praying heavily for Him to break the food addiction. It seemed, like when I was having the anxiety attack, I questioned if He was even there for me. Was God even listening to my cry for help and restoration. Did he heal me? Was the addiction finally taken away? No, but chains were broken that were keeping me tied down. Yes, that is what I believe happened. It's a new journey, a new beginning for me. I have faith that the good Lord answers prayers on his timing, not ours. He knew that I was truly tired of being tired, and that I was alive, but not living. I guess you can say, I completely surrendered to Him. I no longer held in the pain, and the stress. The food addiction was His to take care of, because I finally realized I can't do it alone any longer.
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Journey To Healing: Diary Of A Food Addict
SpiritualitéI am a 40 year old Mother of two amazing sons and a wife of a loving husband. I have battled my weight as long as I can remember, and sadly my struggle to lose weight is still my current reality. I have a story to tell, one that is worth sharing...
