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Jonghyun PoV
When I woke up this morning I felt exhausted like never before! My eyes were swollen, I had dark circles, I looked like a fucking homeless man!
My mind was empty when I went into the bathroom. Physically I wasn't there, my body was a living zombie. Moving but dead.
I entered the bath and broke down, started crying like a baby. What's just wrong with me? My feelings came out like a dark blue wave, fast, strong and unbearable.
"Whoever this is, GO OUT! I'M SHOWERING!" I went silent instantly. I didn't realize someone was showering. I need help, now.
"Minho! This is not funny!" More and more I crawled into the corner, arms hugging my legs. My body wasn't able to stand up , I was caught, what should I do?
"Fuck!" Key jumped out of the shower, came to me immediately and squat down. "What's wrong?! Jonghyun, talk to me! I'm scared!" I felt his wavering hands on my skin, they were wet and cold. I could feel his cold sweat mixed with his hibiscus shampoo running down my arms.
I kinda enjoyed being recognized by my allegeldy best friend who didn't really talk to me for half a year now.
"You need to talk to me! Now!" the younger said, halfway cried. "You know-" I started looking up slowly "- I tried to talk to you since half a year. All of you, especially you, avoided me as long as physically possible, and now, when I break down, I should talk to YOU?! Do you even know how pathetic that is? I felt like actual shit, well, I still do! I know I did a load of stupid things in the past but I thought we are a family, who is there if someone is feeling shit. Seemingly I was mistaken." He glanced at me, had tears in his eyes but I didn't care. Nobody was there when I was about to collapse.
"I-I, I'm sorry. . ." the black haired tried to say "Of course you are" I whispered, stood up and left the bathroom.
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There we go, I think this is my favourite chapter ( with chapter 6) now.
I hope you liked it as well!
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Doubts & Distance
Fanfiction"I'm really happy when I see you moving forward on your self-path. I hope to see this Key in the future too." -Jonghyun
