Doubts & Distance

Cнapтer 8

Kibum PoV

"Of course you are." He whispered and left.

I fell in a state of shock. What was that? Did he cry in front of me?

In the past he cried in front of me often, he knows that it was ok to let everything out when he was with me, but it changed, I can't say when it changed tho. . .it was just weird.

Unable to stand up, I leaned myself on the bathroom wall. "I'm such a fuck up" I was. I ignored him, care the shit about him. . .he was my best friend and he still is. "I need to talk to him, make things clear between us. The others need to stop as well." I told myself, stood up again, finished my shower put on clothes and put on my diva face. No one should realize the situation between Jjong and me, it's our little secret. . .

As I walked out of the bathroom I saw Taemin and Minho talking, after Tae glanced at me his look fell to the floor.

"Ugh, I bet he's still scared because of my tantrum this morning" I thought.

I walked by with my dont-you-dare-talk-to-me face because no one should know what happened, not now.

"What the hell is wrong with you, huh?! Are you crazy?!"

Gosh, what was his problem? Not him as well!

I turned around slowly, counted to 10 in my thoughts and said "Mind your own business, ok? Stop annoying me."

I saw their speechless faces, question marks above their heads.

"I'm sorry for this behaviour but there is no other way at the moment, I'm sorry!"

I thought and went to the kitchen, where Onew prepared breakfast already.

"Good morning! Are you ok?" the smiling sunshine asked me with a big smile on his face. "Please, don't talk to me, I'm sorry" I felt bad for saying such things but there was no other option. I wasn't in the mood to pretend to be happy.

"Oh, ok. Hope you'll be better soon."

"Yes, I hope so. . ." I thought.

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Onew PoV

When I saw Key this morning, I was shocked. I didn't see him like that for a long time. Just half a year ago, when this thing with Kibum happened. . .

I knew something was wrong but he said he don't want to talk so, I let him go.

Shortly after breakfast we went out for training. There will be a comeback soon so we need to train as much as possible.

"Listen guys, I know we're here for 3 hours now but please, stay concentrating." "Hyung, just 10 minutes, I beg you" Minho said totally out of breath. "Ok, let's have a 10min break."

Ugh, what's just wrong with them? Especially with Key and. . .Jonghyun.
Normally Key is one of the most focussed ones but today he was like. . .distracted and scatty, the same as Jjong but he seemed more exhausted.

Maybe we need to talk to each other more often 'cause when we talked it was just about superficial things and not about emotions and group matters.

Something needs to change, immediately!

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Hey lovelies! I think this is the longest chapter so far xD
I hope you enjoyed it and like the story? ^^
Stay tined for the next chapter!

Lia xxx