Foreign Love

Chapter 23- New and Old

Jack's POV

Me: hey Joe! How was the show?
Joe: the show was great, was I guess you had more fun not being with us....
Me: what do you mean?
Joe: ooohhh, you perfectly know what I mean.
Me: look, it's not what it looks like.
Joe: but you did it. It's already done.
Me: it was one, and she came me. I didn't know what to do...
Joe: maybe stick to what you said on the plane?
Me: I know I said I didn't want to hurt her, and I really, truly don't want to.
Joe: well, explain yourself.
Me: I'll just look for Valeria and tell her. It's not big deal.
Joe: don't worry about that. She saw it.
Me: what?!?! OMG, I really fucked up. What have I done? Where is she?
Joe: she's gone, she's gone out of your life. So you are of mine.
Me: but Joe! We are best friends, are you really going to let this ruin our friendship.
Joe: I wasn't, but just now you proved that Valeria to you doesn't mean what a girlfriend should mean. See you hopefully never.

What the fuck just happened? I've just lost my best friend and my girlfriend. For a fucking meaningless kiss. I've really fucked up now. Conor is going to be so annoyed, Caspar, Anna. I've just kind of ruined my life by myself. Maybe I can call Conor or Valeria tonight. I'll call Conor now... Or not. I don't know what to do. I'm just speachless and I just can't think straight. I'll go to the hotel and chill in the lounge. I can't do this anymore.