Foreign Love

Chapter 30- Back Home

Why? Why would Lydia do this? I don't get it, she just wants to hurt me? It's non sense.

But anyways, Jack and I are now in our hotel room and he's just trying to calm me down. On our way back, I had the biggest panick attack I've ver had. Shaking, crying, hyperventilating... It was horrible.

Jack: Val, come on. You've been shaking since we left.
Me: and crying. And hyperventilating.
Jack: are you feeling any better?
Me: kind of. You've made me feel a but better. But it's bad anyways.
Jack: just relax. Shall we watch a movie on Netflix?
Me: which one?
Jack: which one do you want?
Me: Elf? Or The Holiday?
Jack: its literally September. Are you already feeling Christmassy?
Me: yeah.
Jack: alright...
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Jack: well, now I'm also feeling Christmassy...
Me: and now I'm feeling great. Thanks you for being like this with me.
Jack: like how?
Me: like the part you never show on YouTube. Makes me feel special.
Jack: like, sweet and cute?
Me: yeah. I really like that side of you.
Jack: babe... Lydia is calling me.
Me: what? Why?
Jack: I don't know. Do I pick it up?
Me: I guess. Yeah, pick it up.
Jack: I'll put loud speaker on.
Me: OK. Come on!
Jack: hello?
Lydia: hey, it's me.
Jack: what do you want? I'm not really in the mood right now.
Lydia: look, I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to make Val feel like this.
Jack: well, you made her feel like you didn't want to. *grabs my hand*
Lydia: I know and I really feel bad.
Jack: you've done it and it's done. There's no going back. Sorry Lydia.
Lydia: please Jack, listen to me. I swear I didn't want this to happen, I really fancy you, OK? You have been my crush for ever. I don't know why I didn't tell you before. But I'm telling you now. When I saw you Girlfriend and Boyfriend Tags, I wished I was her. That's why I acted so bitchy and... I just want to keep you in my life.
Jack: Lydia, I really love you, as a friend. But right now, Valeria is a bigger part of me and my life. I'm sorry. *hangs up*
Me: did you really just do that?
Jack: yeah. I guess we can talk it when we get back to London after our first date in Ireland. Right?
Me: not before we get changed. With all of this we haven't changed clothes. I feel sweaty and kind of gross.
Jack: alright you go first so that you can do your make up while I'm in the shower.
Me: thanks babe.

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Last night ended up being perfect.. Jack, whilst I was in the shower, he called Nando's and ask them if they could give us a table that was kind of away from the other people so that it could be a bit more romantic and intimate. He was showing himself so caring and loving for me. I loved it and I hope we can do it again when we're in London.

Now I'm just waiting Jack to get out of the bathroom, so that we can join everyone in the lobby and then we can all go together to the airport. Unfortunately we can't have the private jet we had last time. We just have to fly on bussiness.

I really don't want to go back to school either. It's going to be so depressing. It's ok that Jack says he's gonna pick me up every once in a while, but we see each other everyday. What am I gonna do?

There he is.

Me: finally. You were taking forever.
Jack: I'm ready, by the way. Forgot to tell you earlier, your cover with Conor has now over 3.5 million views.
Me: really? I actually haven't checked in a while. Is it really going that well?
Jack: yeah, Conor told me this morning. All the people on the comments are asking for another one too... One on your channel as well.
Me: not sure if I'm ready for one on my channel. How about we go to the lobby now? It's about tim we head to the airport.
Jack: yeah, let's go.
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Me: thank God we're back on Earth.
Jack: I still don't get why they didn't sit us next to each other. I literally was at the other end of the plane.
Me: don't get it either, I guess the company messed up. Who did you sit with?
Jack: um... With.... Lydia. Lucy was also on the other side of the plane.
Me: did she say anything to you?
Jack: she did talk to me, but it wasn't anything, she was constantly talking about you. I tried to sleep but shed wake up all the time.
Me: why does she want to ruin our relationship this bad?
Jack: I don't know. Anyways, who did you sit with?
Me: I sat with Zoë and Mark, he was so funny. I was in the middle of them, Mark was sitting by the corridor. But they didn't really made my anxiety go 100%. Maybe about a 90%.
Jack: I do know how to make it 100% when you feel anxious.
Me: yeah. Don't know how. But they were close enough.
Jack: I'll take that. They're both nice people.
Me: but you don't know Mark...
Jack: I do. I met him the day Lydia started to mess us up. He was with Zoë and I was with Conor.
Me: and Alf?
Jack: I don't know. Maybe he had to edit a video.
Me: yeah. Oh, there's Julia and my parents. I'll go with them now. See you at home. *peck on the lips*
Jack: I'll have to edit a video. I probably won't be able to go, I'll try me best though.
Me : doesn't mind. See ya.