Missing gaps

Finding yourself

"I just want to be alone."

"What about us? Me? Do you think leaving you alone would be best? Think about us, how we feel not being with you."

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Do you ever feel like you are holding lot of things in then one day you just break down?
Break down not because you are tired but break down because u have been holding it all in?

You use to feel that way and always try to stop it from affecting you. But it couldn't, you don't really know what was wrong but your life never fell into place.

You just felt really empty and that moment, you did all you could do best.

Be Alone.

You tried but people still always found their way around you, and then you try to push them all away by saying mean things.

The point of all this? You still feel that way and you still do what you do best, be alone. But that doesn't stop you from being who you really are.

Maybe. Maybe not.
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So for all you people reading this. If you're not ready to talk about it? Remember who you are and think what would will help.
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No matter how much you think you're better alone, don't.
There are people who care deeply for you and wouldn't want you treat yourself like that.

I know, it would be better to find yourself alone, but sometimes there'll be close people to you who'd do anything to make you happy, 'cuz that makes them happy, don't take that away from them.

(I'd like to dedicate this to a friend of mine. I'd like to thank u for everything u did, for better or worse u'll always be one of the greatest best friend i'll ever know. I love you.)
-noticegurl