Missing gaps

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Am I worth it or just someone that others want from me?

Guys, just because I'm hot.
Girls, when they have stress with others, they come to me because I can calm them down and solve their problems and then when it's all over, am I back in the background?
If I did not have a good body, the boys would not want to do anything with me.

Are you just saying that I'm important because I can help and satisfy them? Are they just saying all those nice things because I'm straightforward and simple? What if I have given them everything and they are already satisfied and have everything they need, they throw me away like a piece of tissue because I helped them. Or you are getting sick of me and do not need me anymore, leave me alone and leave me?

I try everything I can to make them happy and a mistake of mine and I am the one who destroys everything.

I say my opinion, I'm the wrong one. I do not say my opinion, I am the one who ruins the mood. I express their opinion because they do not dare, I'm the one who gets the blame and nobody supports me. I'm angry about it, I'm the one who exaggerates and it's my fault that I said something

Once they find something or someone better, they leave me? Am I just someone who fills in the gap for a while and as soon as the right one comes I'm unnecessary again and not needed?

I just want to feel real love once. At least I want someone who shows me that I'm their first place, not because I said it, but really means it without hesitation.