behind it all

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I don't need somebody to hug me while I'm crying.
I'd rather cry on my own then annoy them.

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It was me
"Sometimes you just want to be alone for no reason. So don't get mad if we lose touch. It was me."


How?
"You know what hurts more than someone telling you that you're a disappointment? It hurts to know that even though you don't want others to see you vurnable and weak, you still want them to somehow know how you're feeling. How much you break inside."


Not all quotes are true

"If you love somebody, let them go"

Why? Why should we let them go if we already have them. If we get a chance you don't just let it go. You take it. What if your significant other finds someone else, because you let them go. Others would be happy for them but most of them regret it. So no quotes aren't always right. You sometimes need to be selfish to find out the right answer.

"People don't leave because things are hard. They leave because it's no longer worth it"

There are others who leave because it's hard. They don't leave because it's no longer worth it. Others leave because they lose hope. Others leave because they thought they're doing the right thing. Others leave because of a reason. They leave because there's someone or something that made them leave."


Giving up
"I told my friend, who I haven't been talking to lately, that I'm under depression. I told her everything, but it seems like she thinks I'm lying.

Should I be mad or just give up no one's going to help me?"


It's hard to avoid people
"I wanted a change. I want to be less with my friends and family. I succeeded it with my family. Why is it so hard with friends? I just want to alone and deal with my own and just disappear from their lives. I don't want them to be my favorite habit. Why can't no one understand me?"


It hurts

"It hurts to change.
I wanted to distance myself from everybody. I want to distance myself. I think my family and friends are beginning to realize it. I finally did something to let them be happy without me. But it doesn't mean I'm happy. I thought I'd be happy without them. But I don't know anymore. I'm happy by making them happy. Does that make sense?"


Can't stop myself

"I'm sorry. I promised you I'd stop. I promised you to never think about it. I promised you to never do it ever again. I'm sorry for lying. I'm sorry for not stopping. I'm sorry for thinking about it. I'm sorry for doing it. I'm sorry for letting you see me like this. I'm sorry for giving up on myself. I'm sorry"

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Write down everything, even if it's painful. Especially if it's painful.

-William Babin

Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

-Georg Bernhard Shaw

Someday you'll lose all your inspiration

-noticegurl

Maybe. Maybe not.

-noticegurl.

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