It's probably my fault for getting too attached. And it hurts like hell.
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Okay, I know you lost something important to you and I helped you. I really did. But you didn’t even listen to me. So now you’re more hurt. Here you are hurting and you don’t even see that I’m hurt myself. I stayed strong and supported you, but you need to understand that I have problems too. It’s my time to be quiet again, ‘cos I need to calm myself down before I do something I regret. Again. I’m getting these flashbacks again and I can’t be with people right now. So I’m sorry if i can’t be there right now for you. But I’d say it’s too late. Just like now.
Update.
Now you say that I treat you like shit. Why? When all I did was help you through everything I was always there for you, still am. All I did was not message back because I’m dealing with my own problems and then you tell me I’m shitty to you. Thanks. No really thanks, now you really showed me that I’m never enough.
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Missing gaps
De TodoThis isn't a story. In this book are a few relatable happenings that may occur to you. "Maybe. Maybe not."
