HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

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Steph's POV

Surprisingly I had so much fun with Randy, my stomach felt so numb from laughing the entire time. I did notice he was very flirty, but at the same time I flirted right back.

He walked me to my hotel room and I stopped at the door, facing him.

"Thank you for tonight. I really needed that."

"I had fun, we're gonna do this again I hope you know that." He kissed my hand and walked away down the hall.

"Just call me." I told him. I opened the door, hearing a smack and a few groans.

"Oh fuck." Roman and Seth rubbed their heads.

"That's what you get for being nosey."

"Well we thought we were gonna see something. Like a kiss." Seth admitted. I shook my head and laughed at them, seeing Dean and AJ on the couch.

"What's she doing here?" I asked Seth.

"Haven't you heard? Dean and I are together now." She grinned. I scoffed.

"Congrats." I then smiled, walking to my room to try and avoid choking her and Dean.

"Who knew you'd grow to be so desperate Dean? And AJ for a women's champion you sure have a weak mind." I blurted.

She stood up from her seat and walked over t me, attempting to scare me with a look on her face.

"What did you just say to me?"

I repeated what I said much slower. I didn't finish due to her slapping me across my face. I flinched, but wasn't at all phased by her hit.

Angering her more she tried to hit me again. I caught her arm and wrapped my hands around her neck, choking her tighter as she tried to get my hands off. She begged for me to stop as Roman grabbed my arms, trying to pull me off of her. I let her go and shoved her down, storming into my room. I didn't feel like being here right now, so I gathered my stuff and left.  

"I'm leaving. I'll be at work on Monday Don't worry about me." I told Roman before he could ask where I was going.

"Wait, just sit down for a minute and calm down." He grabbed my arms and sat me down.

"Now explain."

"She slapped me first, at that twice. What do you expect me to do?" I argued.

"Not that. You didn't have to say what you said unless you were jealous. I'm sure you were." I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"I wasnt jealous." I said making him sigh.

"Believe it or not you still have feelings for him. Talk to him." He suggested. I shook my head.

"Please Steph. He's doing all of this to make you upset. That's how bad he wants you back We all know Dean's not a soft ass he can't talk, so you should at least. I'm not saying forgive him overnight, just try to be civil with him. We all work together and have a reputation to pertain to. You really have no choice because I know you don't wanna lose your job. So talk to him."

He got up and left out, shutting the door behind him. I got up and decided to stay, changing into my clothes. Hours later I decided to take Roman's advice so I went to Jon, sitting down next to him.

"Dean." I said. He looked up and stared, saying nothing.

"We need to talk." He sighed and stood up and we walked into my bedroom, sitting down.

"How do you feel?" I asked.

"I feel like shit that I broke your trust. I feel horrible that I ruined your life. I hate that I'm the reason you've cried for so long, that you can't find another man because of how I did you. When I was gonna come back the next day to explain myself, I was called to wrestling. It was either you or my dream. It was the hardest decision I had to make, but I chose wrestling. You have to understand when I say I'm sorry I am truly sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Out of all people I never wanted to hurt you.
I still love you and I always will. No other girl has made me feel the way you do. I miss you and want to start over with you. I want another chance. I just need you to let me. Let me earn you." 

I could see that I wasn't the only one hurting in this either. He wiped the stray tears off of my cheek and kissed me passionately. I kissed him back eagerly, not pushing him away this time. I felt dizzy after I pulled away from that heated kiss.

"You don't have to give me my answer right now, just think about it okay?" He kissed my hands. I nodded and watched him leave. I plopped down on the bed and covered my face in my hands, quietly sobbing again.

Hearing the door open again I ignored it until I felt Jon's hands wrap around me.

"I'm not leaving you tonight." He held me tighter, letting me cry on his shoulder.

"I don't want you to.."

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