Lets Kill Tonight (Pete's POV)

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Well, ever since that one night about a month ago, Ryan and I have been a couple. And we made it official on the sofa. But hey, totally worth it! And since Ryan has been staying with me, his mom hasn't come back to find him, which I'm thankful about. He doesn't need her bullshit in her life. I called and told my parents everything and they're very happy for us, which I am also thankful for. I'm glad they support me. Things have been shaping up to be really great!

Except one thing... I've been noticing that Ryan has been losing a lot of weight, which I think is weird because man, let me tell you, the guy eats like a pig. You'd think he'd be gaining weight, but he's not. He's getting really small and I'm getting really worried. I've been waiting for the right time to talk to him about it, and I think tonight it finally a good time.

"Ryan," I said as I poked my head into the living room. "Can I talk to you?"

"Sure," he says as he gets up from the couch and walks over to me. "What's up?"

"Come sit over here with me. Listen, I've been noticing something," I said.

"What?" Ryan asked.

"I've been noticing that you're losing a lot of weight and I'm getting concerned," I said.

"I thought it was just me," he said.

"Wait, what?" I asked.

"I thought I was looking thinner too," he said. "And before you ask, no. I have not been making myself throw up."

"Good," I said. "I was worried."

"I promise that I would never do that to you or myself," he said as he hugged me.

"I love you Ry," I said as I hugged him back and kissed him.

"And I, you," he said as he pushed me onto the bed.

I pulled him by his shirt and crashed my lips into his. He straddled me and started grinding his hips against mine, making me break our kiss so I could let out a little moan. I flipped us over and straddled him. I pulled off his shirt and kissed his chest, making him let out a little moan. He tugged at the bottom of my shirt and I smiled. I pulled my shirt off and Ryan ran his hands up and down it. I leaned back in to kiss his chest, but something stopped me.

"Ryan, what's that?" I asked.

"What?" he asked, looking incredibly confused.

"T-There's a lump on your chest," I said, pointing to it.

"Wait, seriously?" he asked, practically pushing me off of him and running to the bathroom.

I ran after him and into the bathroom. He was standing there looking at himself in the mirror.

"W-What do you think it could be?" he asked.

"I don't know. I wish I did, but maybe you should go to the doctor," I said. "I'll go with you."

"T-Thanks," he said as he hugged me.

Ryan walked away after that and called his doctor. He said that we could get in tomorrow afternoon. I was really worried and really scared... I really hope it's nothing too serious...

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