Love Is Not Forgotten

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I reached for the doorknob.

What could be in there? Then again, who could be in there? Was Lisa cheating on me? I pulled my hand back. I can't handle this. I'll get too depressed. I started to cry. I tried containing myself, but I couldn't hold it in. I took a deep breath. "Lisa!, come here," My voice cracked while yelling her name. I heard her set down her keys and her purse and walk slowly down the hallway. "Lisa!," I was getting angry now. I didn't know what was behind the closet and I wasn't sure if I wanted to know. "Lisa, please don't lie to me, who's behind the door?" I cried. I really didn't want her to answer. "I- I uhm. your surprise is in there. Please don't ask me anymore, it's a surprise." Her make up was smeared from crying and her hair looked like she just got home from the gym. I am literally two and a half feet from her and I can tell that something was up. I wiped my face with my blue sleeve. "Lisa, tell me, come on!" I smiled. I stepped towards the closet to open it. She literally threw herself in front of the closet. "Wait! Don't! You can't." I looked at her funny, what was she hiding? "Come on.. Baby, I'll act surprised." I put my hands on her waist and looked her in the eye. "It's okay, I'll be happy just the same if I saw it now, then when I see it later. Okay?" I kissed her forehead and smiled. She looked at me and frowned. She then let go and stepped to the side, letting out a sigh. I reached my hand towards the doorknob, turned it, and then looked inside.

"Joey!, What the hell are you doing?" Joey was sitting at the bottom of mine and Lisa's closet in underwear and his shorts were partly on. "Wait. Joey, Lisa, what? Why? What is this?" By now, Joey was standing up with his mouth open, not knowing what to say. "I can't believe either of you! Why would you do this to me, Lisa, Joey?," I cried, looking at both of them. "How.. Could you?" I looked away and started crying. I felt Joey's cold touch on my shoulder. I pulled my shoulder away and turned around. I looked at him in eyes of disbelief. My close friend and my what soon would have been my Fiancé. I turned around. Anger started reaching up from the depths of me. "Out." I sensed both of them looking at me. "Out!," Joey stepped towards me. "I can explain." I didn't want to hear his bullsh-t. I just wanted them both to leave. "OUT!" I heard Joey grab his clothes, keys, phone, and walk out of the room. I still had my back facing them. My fists of rage were ready to be released. When I heard the door slam, I still didn't turn around, but I sat down on the corner of our bed, on the side I sleep on. I heard Lisa starting to walk out of the room. "When?" She stopped in the doorway. I looked at her. My eyes were stinging and there was a huge lump in my throat. It took all of me just to say that one single word. "What?" Lisa said calmly, yet distantly. I took a deep breath. "When did this happen?," I turned around on the bed to face her. My feet were planted firmly on the ground and my hands were expressing my emotions, flailing them about. "When did this happen? Did it just happen once, twice, three times? Did I do something to deserve this? Because, I honestly thought we were gonna get married and we were going to lose our virginity to each other. But I guess not. I guess you'd rather get it on with someone other than your boyfriend." She looked at me and started out into the hallway. I got up and approached the doorway. "WHEN did this start?" She looked at me with crying eyes. "Two months ago," She started walking and stopped near the kitchen at the end of the hallway. "I mean, how am I supposed to fulfill my needs when my 25 year old virgin boyfriend won't even have sex with me because he wants to wait!? What am I supposed to do?" She started crying and picked up her keys and purse. I almost wanted to hug her and tell her to stop crying, but she was the one hurting me. I just gave her a glare and went into our room and cried.

-2 hours later-

I had woken from my nap and a wet pillow from crying. I didn't know why it was wet until I had realized why I had gone to sleep in the first place. I looked at the time, 9:21pm. It was late, and I was tired, so I figured I'd go on Twitter. I had fallen asleep with my iPhone in my pants, so I fished it out and turned it on. There were texts from Tyler, Sawyer, Shanna and a few other of my friends.

Shanna- wuts goin on? why havent u told me?

Sawyer- Hey man, I hope everything works out.

Tyler- Are you okay? Tell me exactly what happened!

My heart dropped. Did she post this on Youtube? No, it had to have been Twitter. I quickly logged onto Twitter to see what she had posted. I had so many tweets from the SDarmy.

@lottie_tomlinsonx

Shane!! I love you!! Please don't be upset about Lisa, We will always be thur for you!

@dawsondearest

i hope u know evrythng will b ok and im always gonna be here for yew. along w the rest of us

@oliviadrabwell_x

hey there shane, i just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me. thx 4 evrythng luv u

@dawsonmadness_

omfg! are you ok? love you! keep tall and strong.. like a giraffe. haha

That was just a few of them. I still had no idea what was going on. I first went to Lisa's Twitter.

@lilschwartzie

SO I come home to Shane cheating on me.. with Tacos! haha. But, we did break up. sorry for the #shisa shippers. shane can explain.

That bitch! She made it look like I cheated on her. Even if it was just with tacos! I decided I should tweet back.

@shanedawson @lilschwartzie

SO i come home after filming all day to lisa in bed with joey. we did break up. sorry for all the #shoey and #shisa shippers.

I decided that wasn't good or long enough, so I wrote another one more and tweeted it out.

@shanedawson @lilschwartzie

I guess joey is lisa's favorite type of taco. i didnt even know we were breaking up. i thought we would work it out. i guess not. ill be posting a main vid this week but i dont think u guys will see me 4 a while

Those tweets immediately sparked hundreds of responses. I turned off my iPhone and then I realized how hungry I am. I decided to go out to eat. I think I'm in the mood for things that'll fill me up. I sluggishly grabbed my phone and keys and turned off the lights. Then I went and opened the door to leave. As soon as I opened my door, I knew this wasn't going to end well. "What are you doing?!," I started to panic. "Let go of me!"

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