A Shane Dawson Story-Youtuber Fanfic

What Is Love?

"What the fuck do you want, Joey?"

This time he was wearing clothes and he was extremely close to Lisa. I sat up in my bed and shook my head as if I was exaggerating my question. They went and sat in the two chairs near my bed that Lisa had slept in. They had no idea how upset I was or what pain they were putting me through. Right now, I just wanted to do what I did best. Write, create, make. Give myself an escape, and forget about everything that's going on. I looked up at them.

[Lisa's Point of View]

He was looking up at me but I couldn't stand to look him in the eyes. How could I have cheated on him? What is wrong with me? I would never do that, what mind set was I in? Shane was just looking at me. His familiar stare, the way he looked at me when I was driving, but with a bit of a curious look to him. He looked as if he had all these questions in him, he was trying to make eye contact, but I tried so hard to avoid him.

[Joey's Point of View]

He was just looking at Lisa. Sat up in his bed, hair combed back, and a really sad, partly angry and curious look in his eyes. I didn't feel bad, I mean, I should have respected him and Lisa's relationship. But Lisa was irresistible, how did he do it? Shane cleared his voice. I looked up. Lisa did too, halfly, but she did. She had tears welling up in her eyes. I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know if I should, considering Shane was right there. "Well?" Shane said.

[Shane's Point of View]

I asked them a simple question, one they might not get the meaning behind, but a question full of meaning. Lisa had tears rolling down her pretty face. I made a gesture for her to come sit next to me, It was a shot in the dark, she probably won't, but she might. I don't know why I wanted to comfort her, I don't know why she still made me feel as if I was in love. I mean I did, I just felt like she didn't respect me, and maybe what she did was a simple mistake.

[Lisa's Point of View]

He wanted me to come sit next to him. How? Why? He can't just be that forgiving, something's up. I decided I should just get up and go. I couldn't stand sitting in front of the guy I love, and the guy I deceived him with, right next to me. I stood up and started putting on my jacket. Joey stood up next to me. I put my hand out as if motioning him to stop and I kept my head down the whole time, ignoring my instinct to look at them both. Joey sat back down. "Lisa?" Shane said. I turned around and looked at him. He had glossed over eyes, and his face was just so full of sadness, his head, oh my god, his head. None of us would be here if it wasn't for me. Shane wouldn't have been bashed in the head. I felt horrible just looking at him, yet in love. My love for him was deep, and I felt so sick and guilty just being around him. Why did I do this?

[Shane's Point of View]

I just wanted to cry. I didn't understand. What did I do to deserve this? Lisa was leaving, and it was apparent that she didn't know either. I started to cry. Each of my tears were filled with sadness, hope, love. I started getting up, unraveling my foot from the blanket.

[Joey's Point of View]

Wait, what do I do? "Lisa, where are you going? What are you doing?" She stopped in the doorway, hands clutched onto her purse and her coat. "I.. I need some time to think." She turned to leave but Shane jumped up towards her and outreached his hand on her shoulder.

[Shane's Point of View]

I jumped up, and reached towards her. I wanted to talk. "Lisa- I.." I felt all the blood rush to my head. Lisa turned and gazed at me. She started turning into doubles. "Shane, are you okay?"

[Lisa's Point of View]

Shane was looking at me with exhausted eyes and was pulling me with him towards the ground. I saw his eyes roll back and I watched him as he fell to the floor.

[Shane's Point of View]

I heard Lisa distantly screaming my name but I couldn't see her. My head hurts.. I'm tired. I can't, sleep..

[Lisa's Point of View]

"Shane! Shane! Wake up Shane!!," He was just passed out on the floor. "Joey!, do something!," I sat on the floor and positioned Shane's head on my lap. "Shane, please, please, wake up!" I was panicking. I didn't know what to do. Before I knew it, a bunch of doctors came in and told us to leave.

[Shane's Point of View]

It's so dark in here. Where am I? I sat up and rubbed my eyes and ran my fingers through my hair.

My hair. My face.

What the fuck? I Jumped up and immediately searched the wall for a lightswitch. When I finally found one, I turned around and gazed at my room.

My old room. It was lined with music posters and there was clothes all about the ground.

What the hell is going on?

Mirror. I need a mirror. Bathroom. I immediately opened the door and stepped into the hallway. My heart just about dropped.

This isn't making any sense.

I just about ran to where I thought the bathroom would be.

I stepped into the bathroom and flipped on the light switch as if it was by routine.

I looked into the mirror. My hair was curly as hell and my face was fat. My face was fat...

All these emotions and questions just ran through me.

What happened to all the weight I lost, the devotion I had, my life? Why the fuck aren't I 25 year old shane anymore?

..Why am I 17 year old Shane?

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