A Shane Dawson Story-Youtuber Fanfic

Crows

"Your biggest fear.. What is it?" I thought for a few seconds. "Something that has changed your life and you are absolutely scared of." I closed my eyes. I knew deep in my heart who it was.. Or what it was. "My father."

My heart paced quickly. I knew damn well what I said, I could lie and say something different, but I think she knows the truth. "Shane, you don't have to do this if you don't want to. You can wait and let things happen." I looked over at her, "I don't think that things are necessarily going to just 'happen'. I think we need to take a stand and do something." She side smiled and nodded. "This will be a very, very complicated journey, are you sure you're up to this?" I looked down at my wrecked, aching body. Then, I looked up and over at Ariana and Liam. I thought of Lisa and my mom and my brothers. What justice I would feel deep down inside if I confronted my father. I know I have to. It would settle things that I have been hiding deep down inside of me. Things that I had covered up with food and jokes over the years. I need to uncover these things and clean my plate. I have to do this. For me. For my mom, my brothers. I looked Ariana in the eye. "I'm positive." She nodded as she stood up. "Very well then, I'll get some things together for you." She said getting up and leaving. I was sat up in my bed and looking over at Liam. He was fiddling with his thumbs. "You okay?" I asked him. "I'm fine. Just thinking about the past, thinking about you. I some what smiled. I then extended my arms for a hug. He got up and walked over, and embraced it. "Everything will be okay.. I promise." He nodded.

(about 28 minutes later)

Ariana walked in with a backpack, a first aid kit, and a little brown box. I was standing up, stretching, trying to feel better about my burns. "So, I went into my room to grab a few things and these were on the bed with a note," She set down the brown box and the first aid kit. "The note reads,"

Shane,

I hope you feel well soon. There's an all solving cream in the first aid kit. In the box

is something you will need later on and you are not to open it until you get to destination one's third tier.

Love,

Lisa

Ariana looked over at me, eyes wide. "You ready for this?," I nodded. I've never been so ready in my life, yet confused as ever. "Take off your shirt." I stepped back. "What?" She looked at me as if I was serious and I quickly realized what she was trying to do. "Oh! Okay." I peeled off my shirt and sat on the bed. She came over while opening up the first aid kit. She took out the all solving cream and then smoothed every bare inch of the burns. She slowly rubbed it in, making sure it didn't hurt. Looking at me constantly to see if I was okay. She stepped back and took a deep breath. "Feel better?" I Looked down at my chest. The burns were completely healed and now I just had two bald spots on my chest. "Wow, thank you. Now, lets see if it feels as good as it looks." I stood up and stretched and moved around. I didn't feel a single thing wrong with me. This was great. "Is there any left?," She nodded. "I can bring it with, just in case." I said smiling and setting it down on the bed. "Alright, well here's what I got-" She picked everything up and sighed. "Will you put your shirt on? I'm not very fond of the jungle." I laughed. "I am!, Keep it off as long as you'd like Shane." Said Liam, leaning on his chair, laughing. "I'm going to keep it off then." I proclaimed. "Whatever. Anyways, in your backpack, I have tooth brush, tooth paste, clothes, underwear, brush, a lot of food and water, watch, journal, a few pens, a knife, and a mirror." "Why do I need a mirror or.. Underwear?" "The mirror just isn't any mirror, it's a talking mirror. We can converse with each other with it." That's interesting. "That's pretty amazing." She nodded and handed me my backpack, to which I put on. "You're leaving today?" I looked around. "Why not?" she shook her head in disapproval and then sat on the bed. I took off my back pack and sat down on the opposite end. "So, I have two maps for you. This one," She unfolded a large, brown map. It had extreme detail on it. Lots of words and pictures. "Has the information to how you will get to your first destination," She folded it back up and set it to the side. She picked up a second map and opened it up, "And here, is your last destination. Your first destination is to get approval from the guy in charge. The second destination is where you will find your father. There are three tiers per destination. Each one unloading a different level of difficulty. Kind of like a video game. Each tier has something that relates to your life, and how you respond to it, will decide your fate." I nodded my head as I listened to everything she had to say. I soaked in every bit of information. I began putting on my shirt and the backpack. "Here," She handed me the brown box and both of the maps. We all got up and made our way outside, just near the force, we all stopped. Ariana and Liam were frowning. "I'm glad I got to meet my hero." "Same here." Liam and Ariana both leaned in and hugged me. I hugged them back, welcoming their love. I now stood about four feet away them both. "How do I get past the force?" Ariana walked up to me and whispered, "Just say, 'May the force not be with me', then stick your right hand out in front of you and push," She stood back. "Then you'll be on the other side. "Thank you both, so much for everything. I will never forget you guys." We hugged one last time. "I hope you had fun hanging with me, I love you." They both giggled and waved. Streams were rolling down Ariana's face, and Liam had his arm around her shoulder to comfort her. I started walking and when I made it to the force, I turned around. They were both still watching, waiting. I waved, then whispered, "May the force not be with me." and pushed with my right hand. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, and it was fast. I pushed and pretty soon, I was on the other side of the force. I turned around quickly to look at Ariana and Liam. They weren't there. All around me was rain puddles, drooping trees with no leaves, the sky was dark, the air was foggy, and the ground was muddy. It was extremely, emotionally exhausting in here. I rolled up my sleeves and began to trek forward. Every step was hard because my feet would sink into the ground, and to make it worse, I was wearing converse. With each step, I had to pull my foot out a bit more. Each step was bringing me down. I had no idea what to do, I was continually sinking with each step. I made it maybe about a hundred feet before the mud encapted up to my knees. I was stuck. "Help!, Help, please! I need someone!," The mud was up over my waist, and it was sticking to me. All around me was was dark, and I was in a sincerely unhappy environment and I knew that I was alone. I quickly looked around, for some resources, anything to help me get out of the mud and onto a sturdy platform. All there was was a tree, about ten feet away from me. I reached for it, trying to swim towards it. But I just sank lower, the mud going up to my shoulders. There were some random crows barking at me from the trees. What do I do? "Help!," I might die. Damn it. What do I do?

SORRY I haven't posted in so long! I had finals week! But expect another update before the new year. What do you guys think? What do you think this tier has to do with his life?

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