A CONSCIENCE THEORY

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Me: Hey I was the one who typed that! Also my mom confirmed that Conscience probably does have "very strong feelings" for Nate
Con: DO NOT!
Me: OH WAIT I JUST REALIZED WHY!
Con: What? Why?
Me: Drumroll please...
Me:..... *coughs* Anyway...
Con: JUST SAY IT
Me: Okay! Jesus! It's because 1. I see myself as MatPat. 2. We've been in the Natepat roleplay for exactly 2 weeks. 3. Nate is V E R Y overprotective of MatPat
Con: What does that have to do with me loving him?
Me: You're a part of me. I see myself as MatPat. I feel my characters emotions strongly. See?
Con: Then why aren't you?
Me: Well I just said, you're a part of me.
Con: That's stupid. You can't ACTUALLY feel your characters emotions.
Me: Hey, I'm not lying about feeling my characters emotions. If I read fanfics with my favorite character cutting I feel like doing the same. That's why I didn't right out say MatPat cuts in my roleplay, or else... You get it. Anyway, what I type is what I feel, hence it's what they feel. The more I feel their love towards the other, I end up growing more attached to the other. Though the other is not my favorite between the two, since the other is always a top, because my favorites are never tops. This happened with one of my old ships, too. Remember Jinross? Yeah, I had eventually grown strong feelings for Jin. Then he left the office. Hence me giving up on the ship.
Con: STOP TALKING SO MUCH NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR STUPID CONNECTED FEELINGS
Me: Anyway, yeah
Con: Well...?
Me: BUT THAT'S JUST A THEORY
Con: Oh god not this again
Me: A CON THEORY!! THANKS FOR READING

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