Chapter 19

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Emily's POV

I woke up with hanna still cuddled up next to me I smiled and gently got off the bed to go to the bathroom i bumped into alison..wearing calebs shirt well I already khow this is gonna go i looked at her and went back to my room "Em wait" i heard ali but i slammed my door and sat where my window is i heard the door open "Em we need to talk" alison says sitting next to me i kept looking out the window cause i knew if i looked at her I would let my tear fall "Em look at me please"

I closed my eyes and breathed in and out i sighed turning to her "what alison"

"Im so sorry It happened so fast next thing you know i told him i loved him then we were nak-"

"Okay im not trying to know that you fucked my brother just go away alison i dont want to see you..go and be happy with my brother"

"Emily im-"

"Yeah yeah i get it you're sorry go he's probably waiting"

"I love you em" she says and i shut the door crying "Em?" Hanna wakes up i quickly wipe my tears "hey why are you crying?!" She gets off the bed and sits by the door next to me i scoffed "alison she picked him"

Hanna lightly squeezes my hand "Em"

"I know" we stare at each other next thing you know we're making out holy shit we're making out I pulled away "Hanna.."

"Okay what the hell just happened" she says shocked "i dont know you tell me we both leaned in" i said "We were probably caught up in the moment right?" She says "yeah probably yea thats it" i said getting up "so umm you hungry?" I said "actually yea i am" she giggles "lets go downstairs" i grab her hand and go downstairs and see alison and caleb i feel hanna gently squeeze my hand i look at her and she nods i put on my fake smile and pretend to be happy "Morning" shit my voice cracked "M-morning em" caleb says i grab the pancake mix and start cooking "ooooh em make me a mickey mouse one" hanna says spinning "Alright han" i smile "so not to intrude but are you guys a thing?" Caleb asks "me and emily?" Hanna says she looks at me "I don't know?" She says confused i don't blame her i mean we cant just kiss twice on accident I feel Alison staring at me i take a quick glance at her and look away "Em can i talk to you?" Caleb says "take care of the pancakes han ill be back" i see alison getting up and going to hanna "what you want caleb" i said crossing my arms "I- dont know what to say"

"I know you want to laugh in my face caleb do it so we can get this shit over with congradu-fucking-lations you got the girl she chose you is that what you wanted me to say ? If so we dont need to talk at all alison told me now im going back downstairs with hanna " I pass by him bumping shoulders "so where were we?" I said smiling to hanna i pretended as if alison wasnt there she stood there for a second looking at me and left

"Em might as well just tell you Alison heard what you said...i did too you said it pretty loud"
I shrug "well I don't care anymore she chose him and im completely fine with it"

"Em you're squeezing my Mickey" she said laughing i didn't even notice "Sorry han ill make you another one" i poured more pancake batter

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"So Han what do you want to do today?"

"I was thinking maybe we can go to the mall?" She says crossing her finger "Fine"

"YAY! So imma go get ready for the mall ill call you when im done"

"Will do bye han" she leaves i sigh and head upstairs and shower

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I wrap myself in a towel and go into my room and see alison on my bed "Okay what the fuck I think you're in the wrong room" i said "Emily can we talk please? Just because I didn't pick you doesn't mean we have to stop being bestfriends... Does it?

"Can uhh we talk about this when im not naked?" I said "yeah..yeah ill um just go"

I lock my door and sigh

I put on my black pants and shirts with some sneakers i go downstairs to get a water bottle and go in my room "Seriously you have to stop coming in my room waiting for me. Where's your boyfriend" i told alison "He went out to get food..now can we talk?"

I sighed and sat across from her "Okay fine but we have to make it quick I'm going with hanna to the mall"

"Like a date?"

"No and even if it was it isn't your business..now what did you want to say"

"Are we still best friends em.?" I looked at her then down at my feet "I..don't know . How could we"

"We can try" she says getting closer i close my eyes "Em" she grabs my hand  "put away your feelings towards me thats what im doing with you can you do that"

"I don't think I can" i scoff "you know I actually thought you were gonna pick me stupid right?"

"Im sorry.."

"Stop apologizing even if we were best friends  I don't think my brother would like it he knows i love you..he might trust you but he wont trust me with you"

"I'll talk to him i just miss what we used to be."

"I'll give it a chance i guess." I said shrugging "Bestfriends?" She smiles "Bestfriends" i say nodding "yay" she hugs me we hear the front door open and she runs out of my room i just shake my head "Em hannas out waiting for you" caleb says "Alright then" i run downstairs

"Well don't you look good" hanna says smirking i chuckle "Not to bad your self marin"

I felt myself lean in but caught myself i coughed and cleared my throat "shall we?"

She rolls her eyes and turns on the car "yeah"

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"Well that was...torture my feet are killing me I don't know how you dont get tired in those heels

" I said sitting down in a bench "Em It hasn't even been that long..how about we go to the movies?"

"We've been walking for like what 4 or 3 hours and yeah sure" i said smiling "great come on"

My phone vibrates its a text from Ali

Ali: caleb wants to know when you'll be back

To ali: Are you sure its him that wants to know?

Ali: Okay. Probably not I wanna have a movie night just like old times

To ali: Rain check? Im going to the movies with hanna right now how bout tomorrow?

Ali: yeah. Okay

I turn off my phone and put it in my pocket "So han what do you want to watch"

"Sausage party" she says giggling "Alright" we got the tickets and our popcorn and drinks

We were sitting and i felt Hanna's hand intertwined with mine as she lays her head on my shoulder I look at her and smile

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"Well that movie was somewhat weird asf" hanna says laughing "That I agree but funny" i said laughing hanna took me home "Ill see you around marin goodnight" i opened the door and walked out i opened the door "Em" i see her run to me "what's wrong?"

"Nothing I just..I had a great time with you" she says looking at me "I did too" i look at her then her lips why do i have the urge to kiss her?
"Would it be okay if i kissed you" hanna asked i nod my head and we both lean in i felt sparks do I like hanna? We pull away "woah" she says i smile "yeah"

"Well em ill be seeing you" she says walking away i smiled "Goodnight hanna" i go in my room and knock out

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