(KarmaxNagisa) 'til The End

Chapter 16: The Truth (Nagisa's POV)

"I......... Killed............ Mom and dad??"

I didn't believe it!! My own sister betrayed me at the last minute. What's with her? But, wait!! My heart throbbed and the noises around this building brought me back to the time when I was standing alone in a wide room. I could see the corpses near me with the wall, the floor and some furniture were covered by blood sheds. I saw my dirty clothes and my hands also covered by blood. I was just staring coldly at the corpses with grabbing a medium knife in my hand. Ah, I knew something at this point. I killed them because they treated me badly; especially my mom. She often pulled my hair or hit me if I spoke back to her for just a small argument. She's just an insane mother who could only force her will to her children. No, not for nee-san; it's only me. I thought that she hated me, that's why she treated me like that. I received torments almost everyday from both of them that finally blured my thought and drawn me in the depression and frustration. This time, I could remember clearly that I took a knife from the kitchen and stabbed them repeatedly until they didn't move anymore. My heart throbbed as I saw their blood on my hands; it's disgusting indeed but in the other hand I was relieved. I had already did this on them, soon someone or some people would after me and killed me. That's it! I was looking for someone who could kill me or let the fire around me did it since it spreading wide so fast and devoured all things in this city. I was wandering alone with the knife in my hand, waiting for my time to be ended when suddenly I saw a man was weeping on a woman in his hug. It might be hard for him to lose someone he love and for some reason I was excited that involuntarily stabbed my knife on the man. I killed someone again and I couldn't think clearly anymore. All I wanted to do was just to die, but my body seemed like had its own will and did contrary things with my thought. Just after I killed this man, I saw someone in the distance who was standing and looking at me with his glowing eyes of hatred. That made my heart raced up in excitement and in the end, I saw my knife on his back. This guy had a same eye color with the fire around us. Those amber eyes stung me and my memory faded away until I saw him again in his room. So, how could I forget about all of this? How could I forget about him?

My thought was back and this time I saw my nee-san and Karma-kun, both aimed their guns at me. There's something in my stomach that tickling me and made me threw a smirk. It was so tickling that could make me laugh. I took a deep then released it slowly to calm myself.

"Well....... I did that, didn't I?" I was shuddered by just seeing my hand, "now that I remember it all.......... I just wanna say....... I'm back, nee-san....." I smiled at her gently.