Reputations

Chapter 17| Maybe I Will

Edited.

A/N: So if you found the small clue in the last chapter I congratulate you. If you didn't don't worry it'll be revealed soon.

It was just a small clue to a big part of the plot. So obviously you'll find out soon.

Just wanted to say that. Now on with the chapter! -->

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"Well... I hate this," I say to Leo as the doctor leaves the room.

I'm currently in the hospital staying for my first radiation treatment.

Yay!

Note my sarcasm.

"It's to help you, all you need to do is lay down and let the doctors zap the bad stuff away like laser tag," he says in a joking manner, trying to lighten the mood.

"So doctors are playing laser tag and my body is the main target, gotcha," I say sarcastically.

"Sienna lighten up, it's gonna be fine," he says attempting to make me feel better.

I give him a look and he sighs as a doctor comes back in.

"All visitors will have to leave as we prep Sienna for her treatment," the doctors says.

Leo stands up and kisses my forehead. "Be calm, it's going to be okay," he whispers and leaves the room closing the door behind him.

The doctor starts explaining what the radiation treatment does to help my cancer, but as I don't exactly care for it since I already know, so I tune her out.

I look around the room to find a set of eyes looking through the blinds, once they see that I see them they move so I can't see them.

I sigh. Can't people mind their own business?

The doctor prepares me taking some tests and brings me into a room. I see a couple of radiation caution signs. The doctor explained they don't usually treat my type of cancer until there are symptoms, but I'm extremely young compared to other patients.

They lead me into a room with a machine and I lay down and wait for it to be over.

I've had no symptoms for my cancer, but they know I have it. The only reason there was a chance was apparently because I had a lot of white blood cells, which is usually what happens before any symptoms.

So they decided to radiate the main area of where it affects me and hope for it to go away, but I did hear the small amount of doubt in all these doctors.

You'd think they know how to keep away doubt as a doctor, but I guess not.

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I lay on the couch and try to take a nap, but despite being tired I can't sleep with the nauseous feeling in my stomach.

Feeling that disgusting tickle in my throat I stand up and run as fast as I can to the bathroom and I release vomit.

Fuck.

I wait a minute before brushing my teeth afterward to get the rotting taste out of my mouth as my throat hurts.

This is getting bad and I only had one treatment.

I take a deep sigh and splash some water on my face, leaving the bathroom and going to my room.

"Sienna?" I hear Alton's voice say as I pass the door to get to the stairs.

I turn my head to see Leo at the door with Alton on the other side. I swallow the lump in my throat. I wish he didn't have to see me so weak and vulnerable.