'He means much more to you than any other person.' Dean's brain supplied.
'What?'
'Think about it, he saved you from hell. He helped you save Sammy how many times? You care about him a lot. Not to mention the "profound bond" you share.'
Dean stared at himself in the mirror. Thinking, Dean realized that Cas did mean a lot to him. Every time Dean thought he lost Cas, he felt like he lost himself too. The same feeling he gets when he loses Sammy. Dean shook his head and quickly got dressed. Now is not a good time to think about his feelings. Especially since the cause of his troubled feelings and thoughts is sitting in the other room. Dean brushed his teeth, gathered up his dirty clothes and towel, and walked back out into into the main room.
"I'm gonna go to the laundry mat and do some laundry." Dean said looking at Sam. Sam nodded in reply and got out all of his dirty clothes. Dean threw all of their dirty clothes into a bag and walked out the front door. Setting the bag in the back seat, Dean got into the Impala. He started the car and let the purring of the engine calm him down. He quickly drove out of the parking lot and went to an ATM to withdraw money first.
Then he drove to the laundromat. Dean dug out the laundry soap and the clothes and brought them inside. He walked up to the cash register and got $10 worth of quarters. Dean walked over to the row of washers. Selecting two, Dean sorted out the clothes and put them in the washers. He put soap in both and shut the lid. Inserting quarters, Dean started the loads. He carried the soap and bag with him as he sat down in one of the waiting chairs. Dean pretended to watch tv as he thought about what happened back in the motel.
'Why was he staring at me? He's in love with someone else.'
'Maybe he was just enjoying the view while it was there.'
Dean snorted quietly, of course he would think of things cockily. Like always. Dean knows he has feelings towards Cas, and he's accepted that now. Just because you have feelings towards one person that happens to be the same gender doesn't mean you're gay. It just means that you like that person's personality and you don't care whether they are male or female. Well, in Dean's case, human or angel. Dean realized that Cas isn't technically human. Yeah, his vessel is but the vessel is just a bonus. Dean fell in love with Cas' personality.
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FanfictionDestiel Prompt-Coming back from a bad hunt WARNING: Cursing, near death, smut, top!Cas, bottom!Dean, top!dean, bottom!cas