My Crazy Roommate

Chapter 36: Think About You

"Minhyuk... Please... no..."

I tried to break free from him but he kept hugging me tighter.

"I'm sorry but please... just for a little more... I really missed you..."

Realizing that struggling was useless, I stopped and just let him hug me. Thankfully, the hallway was empty. We just stood there in front of the doors. The hallways were silent with the rumbling of the crowd inside the venue being toned down by the walls.

Finally, Minhyuk frees me from his hug.

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." He looks at me before looking down at the floor.

"You said Wonho let you go here, is that true?"

He nodded.

"When did... you two talk?"

"Earlier, today. We met at one of the Order's restaurants."

"The Order has a restaurant here in New York?"

"Yeah, a café, a bookstore, the bar,..." Minhyuk kept going on and this reminded me how talkative he was ever since I first met him.

"Okay so that really tells how rich the Order are... Anyways... What did you two talked about?"

"Well, he asked me if... if I still have feelings for you... if I still loved you..."

My heart was beating so fast. I think I know his answer. "And?"

"Yes, even after three years, I still love you..." Minhyuk looked up at me and I can see in his eyes he was very much sincere; I can also feel the honesty in his words.

"I know I've hurt you, that I betrayed you but, that didn't stop me from continuing on loving you because, it was the only thing that kept me going every single day after our breakup. And this *he shows me the silver pendant*, this symbolized my continued love for you."

I looked at him straight while I was close to tearing up; I didn't know what to say to him.

"Also, I still kept all the love letters you gave to me, the tablet you gave to me as a present for our 2nd anniversary although its screen is a bit cracked now but otherwise working, the couple shirts we have... everything! I still kept it... hoping that... one day... maybe... I know you must've thrown all the things which reminded you of me..."

"You're wrong..."

"What?"

"I... I kept them as well..."

"You did? So what Wonho said must've been true..."

"What Wonho said? What did he say?"

"He said he saw my last letter to you..."

"Your last letter?...!

Heol. But, he didn't know I brought it here with me. How did he know? Did... did he see me at the rooftop last night?! He didn't tell me of course... Why would he...

"Are you okay?" he asked.

"Ah yeah, I am..."

"And then, I asked him for a favour and that was if I could talk to you. I was surprised when he gave me a ticket to their concert. He asked me as well if he should tell you that I would be talking to you but I told him there was no need for that. I know I'd still surprise you even if you knew."

"Well that's true." I told him.

Silence. Awkward silence.

"So even after three years, you still love me?"