Trust Issues

Chapter 12

Ch.12

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Christelle's P.O.V

3 months later

It was finally winter break and I was ready to get out of school. Especially since Jordan was sleeping over my house all winter break long. Jordan and I still have a strong relationship and this is our 4th month together. I still haven't gave up my v-card , but we never talked about it. As of Taylor , her and Jaylin broke up a month ago after she found out he's been sleeping with Ashanti and Jasmine. whores. Just in case your wondering Taylor and Jaylin did do it homecoming night but she only let him hit once that's why he cheated on her, but she does go back out with Drew. "Baby you ready to go ?" Jordan asked me , I didn't realize we were still at the school . "Yea lets get the hell outta here" I said . When we reached my house he left to go get some clothes at his house and I went inside my house . When I came home I heard someone in the kitchen and I was assuming it was Monica but she doesn't get back from work until 8 . I went into the kitchen and saw it was my crazy ass cousin Paula. She dropped all of the pans and pots that were in the cabinets . "Shit !" she said out loud then I started laughing and she turned around with a pan in her hand ready to hit me "Dang Paula It's just me" I said then she ran up to me and hugged me "Oh my gosh cuzzo I missed you !" she said hugging me tightly that I couldn't breathe "I missed you too cuzzo but I cant breathe" I told her. "Oh my fault" she said "It's okay , but you look good cousin" I told her and she did I haven't seen her in months . Paula was light skin , she was short but a little taller than me around 5'2 , she had long black hair , and her but was petite but it grew since the last time I seen her. "You look good too cousin , I see you smiling now , you found someone new after that dumbass Devon" she said putting the pans back in the cabinets. "Yea he actually is coming over anytime now , his name is Jordan" I said helping her. "Ooo he sounds cool , how long yall been together?" she asked. " 4 months and he is cool , he's been good to me so far" I said smiling "Good , cause I would beat a nigga ass" she said , and she would my cousin was a thug "Ha-ha , I know you would cuzzo" I said then we talked for a few more minutes then the bell rung "Oh that's him , I'll go get it " I said and she followed right behind me "When I opened the door Jordan had 2 bags on him "Watchu think this is, a hotel ?" Paula asked , this girl was too crazy "Uh Jay this is Paula and Paula this is Jordan but you can call him Jay" I said introducing them . "Yo nice to meet you call me lala but don't overuse it iight ?, treat my cousin right and we'll be cool but if you don't imma have to put that glock to your ass" she said walking away. He just laughed "I like her" he said . "Who doesn't ?" I said laughing with him. We went upstairs and he put his stuff down and came up and hugged me from behind ''So watchu wanna do now baby?" he asked. "I don't know , watchu have in mind ?" I asked him. "You wanna go to Chuck.E. Cheese ?" he asked and bust out laughing but he looked serious "Wait, you serious baby ?'' I asked "Yea baby I haven't been too Chuck.E Cheese in a while and I want to go". he said . Wow dude was serious. "Ha-ha your such a kid , iight we'll go, just let me change first" I said then I looked at him cause he was just standing there "What ?" he asked "Do you mind ?" I asked laughing "See one day Elle you will be comfortable enough to change in front of me" he said winking at me "Whatever boy" I said when he left. I threw on my big vintage sweater and gold chain with my tights and black toms and left my hair curled and left it fall down my back. then someone knocked on my door "who is it ?" I asked grabbing my phone "Baby, you done ?" Jordan asked then I opened the door "Damn baby , turn around for me one time" then he spinned me around "Damn baby that ass" he said then I laughed "whatever babe lets go" I said grabbing on his arm "When you funna back that thang up doe" he said when we were going down the stairs "Shut up babe " I teased , "Paula we'll be back were going out" I yelled out at Paula while opening the door "I don't care" she yelled back. "Ha-ha that girl is a fool" Jordan said when we were walking to the car "You aint never lie" I said. When we reached Chuck.E. Cheese Jordan had a big grin on his face. "Baby why you smiling so hard ?" I said laughing at him "Cause a nigga haven't been to Chuck.E. Cheese since he was a  jiit watchu expect ?" he said. Oh lord I'm dating a big kid I thought to myself. After Chuck.E. Cheese I was happy because Jordan won me a big as bear "Baby you sure you can carry that , your like half it's size" he teased. "Baby I got it" I said struggling holding the bear , he just laughed and took the bear from me. When we got home Paula was playing with J.J and Monica was watching T.V. "Hey Elle , Hey Jay" Momo said when we came through the door "Hey" Jordan and I said simultaneously "Damn Elle that big ass bear , that shit way bigger than you" Momo said then Jordan and Momo started laughing. "Man whatever" I said laughing and going up the stairs , then Jordan followed right behind me "Alright kids don't do anything I wouldn't do" Monica said. this girl. "Damn Elle , you have a lot of Jordan's , its cause you love me right ?" he said messing with my shoes "Ha-ha you a fool Jay " I said "But for real where the fuck you get all these from , you aint got no job" he teased "Well my sister works at Kids Foot Locker so I get discounts" I said putting on my hello kitty pajamas. "Dang I could tell these are for kids, shit a size 3 ?, are you really 17 baby or are you just playing with me ?" he asked jokingly "Yes baby" I said laughing . "Well at least I know what to get you for Christmas" he said laying on my bed right next to me. Then he kissed me and the kiss kept getting deeper and he got on top of me, then I felt his finger slowly tryna make it's way down my pants , then I stopped him . "I don't know Jay" I said . "I understand baby , I'm not forcing you'' then we kept on kissing . Damn this is why I loved him , maybe I should give up to him , or maybe I shouldn't.