So time went on and a lot happened in that time. Guy number 3 decided to delete me and I didn't know that and my friend had told me he was working at a place next to the restaurant where I was going for breakfast, so I decided to go see him. He saw me and gave me a hug and only after that I realized he deleted me. I had saved his pin and I re-invited him and ignored the fact that he did. Later on he said that he is attempting to get over me. Makes my life simpler so didn't really affect me as much as it should have. Then he starts up again, saying that he wants to see me and to kiss me still. Really? Well thing is I got over him right away when he said that he was trying to get over me.
Time to pack my shit up and keeping moving.
But this was all 2 years ago. You know he did it again? And again? And again? Like how stupid am I? I fell for it everytime. The smiles , the messages, the hook ups. He did it. There actually needs to be a time in your life where you put yourself out there. But it's just as important to know when to walk away and this was that time. It's a shame it took me so long to realize this but with all the crap this guy put me through I'm actually ashamed. Truth is I didn't really get over him those 2 years ago. I got another boyfriend ( guy 4 ) #slaying. He was amazing, or so I thought ( that's for Another Chapter ) . The cold truth is- only 7 days ago did I really. See he had actually started working at my school and explained to me just how impossible it would be for us to be together because of his job. He needed the job and I respected that- do I backed off. But 7 days ago, I was fortunate to find out that he is dating a girl in my class. He didn't even have the fucken nerve to tell me himself. That hurt, I won't lie. But it was in that moment I realized the truth of who he is, the truth that he never really changed from that dick he was 2 years ago. So from the guy he needed to be, suddenly subsided and the real him shown through. Guy 3 was everything I thought he was, and that was the biggest problem.
