I'm at a place in my life where things aren't bad but rather difficult. I know I'm not the only one and I know that but I'm living in the shadow of my best friend. I'm her friend. She's known and loved by everyone. She's one of those kinds of people that is impossible not to know regardless of who you are. She will find away to make you know who she is. And almost every guy to flutter my heart has fallen for her. Not that I blame them. She's beautiful, tall, good body regardless of what she eats. She drops her hair, flashes her smile, bats her eyelashes and had every guy in the rooms attention. How do I compete with that? Able to befriend everyone she dominates most conversations, has the low-in of all the latest gossip from everyone. Her boyfriend (guy 2) is absolutely incredible to her, and as selfish as it is I can't but think that if she didn't move here- would he had been mine?
Not that I would trade her for him but guys are just naturally attracted to her and her charm which isn't even her fault but I wish I could swop lives with her...
