Erika Jane's P.O.V
Ngayon, nakahiga lang ako sa kama nagpho-phone. Para namang may iba pang magandang gawin.
Scrolling through my cellphone
For the 20th time today
Reading the text you sent me again
Though I memorized it anyway
Hanggang ngayon, hindi parin ako makapaniwala sa nasabi 'ko kahapon kay Eros. Nasaktan 'ko kaya siya? Pero, sa tingin 'ko naman ay hindi.
Hindi naman siya ganuon kabilis ma-offend o ka-sensitive para masaktan siya sa nasabi 'ko.
It was in afternoon in december
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
And you didn't say 'Hi' 'cause I looked away
Nakakaantok na. Well, nakakaantok naman na talaga dahil hating gabi na at heto parin ako, tinututukan ang picture ni crush.
"Ang gwapo mo talaga, Xian. Sobra." Mas lalo pa akong napangiti nuong mag-echo sa isip 'ko 'yung naging tawa niya nung presentation.
Nakaka-akit 'yung tawa e.
And maybe that was the biggest mistake
Of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on
Since that night
Hindi 'ko akalain na grabe! Mas gwapo pa pala siya kapag malapitan, noh?
"Tsaka, para rin naman 'to sa'yo, EJ. Para malaman mo kung crush mo pa ba o kung mahal mo na ba."
Wala namang pinagkaiba ang crush sa mahal so bakit parang kailangan ay alamin 'ko pa ang totoo 'kong nararamdaman for Xian?
'Cause it's 12:51
And I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed
Thinking of you again
Iba-back 'ko na sana nang mapadaplis ako ng pindot sa messages. Wow! Akalain mong Top 2 sa mga recent texts 'ko si crush?
Nakakapagtaka talaga kung paano niya nakuha ang number 'ko e.
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that
Strong to hold on
Any longer oh~ Ohhoh woah~ oh~
Pero ngayon alam 'ko na pala kung paano niya nakuha ang contact no. ko without asking me.
Kasi bestftiend 'ko ang tina-trato nila na parang big sister kahit na hindi naman gaanong kahalata.
Then I saw you with her
YOU ARE READING
Undestined
Teen FictionErika Jane a.k.a EJ, is a big fan of the band called DOWNFIVE, the school's pride. She also have a big crush in one of the members names Xian. But when the band decided to add one girl member as one of their vocalist, EJ's life messed up. *** STARTE...