Teenage Love Affair

Waste of Time

“I don't know what you see in me

I don't know why you stay

Cause you don't owe me nothing

But you give it to me anyway

Cause I know what I got and it's setting me free

Anything that you want then I'm happy to be

Cause if I don't have your face then there's nothing to see

So baby please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me”  -Eliza Doolittle (Waste of Time)

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A/N: Listen to the song on the side along with the chapter!

 

Zayn’s POV:

I woke up in own bed hours later.

I honestly don’t even remember coming upstairs but I was.

I turned to tried to get out of the bed, but felt a soft grip on my arm next to me, I peeked my head over to see my favorite brown ponytail, and a smiles played on my lips. I laid back down and drew my fingers across her shoulder blade gently enough not to wake her. She probably got too tired and crashed here.

My head was spinning like crazy, I sat up and put my head in my hands to remember what happened.

*Flashback*

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry Ari, if I could take it back I would, I was just too fucking stupid and I wasn’t thinking.” Zayn mumbled into each kiss he placed on Ariana’s lips as he carried her up the stairs. Her fingers raking through his hair and taking his ends in her hands.

“Stop talking.” She mumbled against his lips and kissed him with enough force to shut him up.

She bounded out of his arms and took his hands.

“As stupid as I might be for saying this, I forgive you, Zayn.” She sighed and smiled slightly, with enough hope in her voice for Zayn to know she meant every word.

He smiled brighter than he had in weeks and hugged her tightly, wrapping her legs around his waist.

“I love you so much. You’ll never regret this I promise, baby I love you so much, I’ll never put you through any of this again, I swear I’ll make it up to you every day, for the rest of our lives.” He smiled and held her face in his large hands.

She let out a giggle and kisses him.

He tugged at her lip as she gasped, resting her head against his.

“Let me… make it up to you, yeah?” He asked quietly with caution in his voice, knowing that her answer would most likely be a no.

After Ariana’s hesitation, she removed her legs from around his waist and stepped down, going to the door, waiting silently.

“I don’t know, I don’t want you to feel like you have to do this.” She mumbled and looked up to him

“I want to, I promise to be gentle. Please?” He asked. “You’re the only person I’ll ever do this for again… ever. You can have my name in blood if you want.” He smirked, causing her to smile.

She took his hand and closed the door behind them.

*Flashback ends*

I smiled at the memory and looked out the window to the rain.